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em ching

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Hello,

I don't want to be pushy but I could Really use the help here. I just don't know if I want to take more chances on, frankly when it boils down to it, not nice people and pretend as if I'm absolutely fine.. but then maybe it would be better to face the experience, not everyone is out to get me I know. Maybe I'm making too much of it, but I have a bad feeling.. it was meant to be small, but it seems to be turning into something big and I can't help feeling I'm being mocked and that I am at risk here.

Should I leave before the party?
22.1,4 > 56
Seems to say yes : 'He leaves his carriage and walks for it accords with duty not to ride'
22.4 > Return to simplicity
56 > ... he must remain upright and steadfast so tha he sojourns only in the proper places associating only with good people...then he can go on his way unmolested'

Is this my opportunity to (finally) stand up for myself>
19 Approach

One of them in particular is still making it clear that I'm not her friend, though the others are fine it's a group mentality, so I know that it is she with the problem here, it's not in my head. She just won't meet me halfway (asking about her, I got 49 unchanging and 60 unchanging). No getting through. And I have tried.

I asked too if I should be resolute and say I'm not going : 1.1 > 44.1
Perhaps saying I don't know the full scope of the situation. I need to see how the mood changes before taking decisive action..

'Trying to make progress now would be like trying to cook noodles in cold water. Wait until the water boils'...

Perhaps the situation which seems seeped in negativity is hiding potential positivity as it has before... if only there weren't idiots to contend with, but I suppose that's inevitable.

:bows:
 
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em ching

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It's ok :)
It's not perfect but I'm sure it won' be as bad as I have just catasrophized :rolleyes:
Old habits die hard...

I will just go with the flow. Accept it, try and have fun, and ignore the idiots :)
And not villify my housemates again, they're just acting according to their natures, and 'people can only make you feel inferior if you let them'.

:bows:
 

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