What should I focus on? 32

[rosada]

After four months I'm leaving my grandbaby Jax and flying back home Friday.
My heart hurts so much I can hardly breathe.
To make matters worse the I Ching line we'll be focusing on in the Memorization threads that day will be 62.1!
I asked the I Ching what I should focus on to get through this and received 32. Duration, no change lines. I see this as meaning just keep on keeping on but that doesn't help much. Any words of encouragement?

-rosada

 

[Trojina]

Yes ! That you and Jax are a 32 thing ! You go on, you endure. You are leaving him for a while but your relationship is 32, it ain't going nowhere ! Besides babies have so much time to astral travel...(well I heard that need that astral travel time to reorientate themselves to our world) you will meet up on the astral.

But my heart goes out to you, I imagine your heart must be hurting an awful lot so the only comfort i can i can offer is that strong enduring unchanging 32...you and Jax ! Well there is change in 32 of course but we can see it as change that allows something to endure. You're leaving now enables all the family relations to endure long term. You said your kids want some privacy...well bad news for you now but ultimately that strengthens their relationship which is good for Jax and also keep their relationship with you strong..also good for Jax. 32 is such a lovely answer i think..it says this leaving is just part of a continuing cycle of remaining, part of the cycle that enable the continuity of that bond with Jax and your family. If there is one word you might hold to your heart and focus on now now its 'continuity'...

I'm not sure how far away from him you are ? Am assuming its a very great distance ? Thats so hard. But you will be going back in a while won't you ?

Later thought re 32 ..might it also help to consider what you need to resume back home so that you are looking forward as well as looking back, you know other relationships that also have their continuity that will benefit once more from your attention when you get back.

 

[my_key]

After four months I'm leaving my grandbaby Jax and flying back home Friday.
My heart hurts so much I can hardly breathe.
To make matters worse the I Ching line we'll be focusing on in the Memorization threads that day will be 62.1!
I asked the I Ching what I should focus on to get through this and received 32. Duration, no change lines. I see this as meaning just keep on keeping on but that doesn't help much. Any words of encouragement?

-rosada

Hi Rosada
It must seem pretty tough to leave Jax after all this time - having hurts in the heart and struggling to breathe are difficult things to contend with. However there is some great encouragement in Hex 32 - It's not just about keeping on keeping on - it's to my mind about keeping on with your same inner purpose but being flexible enough to change with the times.

So trust yourself to find the best in any situation, do not become fixed in how you see things, open yourself to the possibilities that are all around you (there's normally one hidden under the corner of the carpet....so that's where I always look first)...... oh and just look at where we are in the year - New Moon now and Winter Solstice fast approaching. Look at the influences that are going on at this time.

So don't just keep on keeping on but really truly keep on keeping on.

Be Well
Mike

 

[rosada]

Thank you, thank you, thank you.
Your insights have changed the entire experience.
Trojan, I would never have considered the astral travel connection on my own and that makes total sense. I can now look at this separation as part of our spiritual training.
Mike, you've inspired my new mantra, "Stable on the inside - Flexible on the outside." I will hold that thought.

Bless you both, you really helped.

Rosada