This is my first reading..hope to understand well the message.. question:"How do i i turn my anger energy into creative expression to share for the well being of whole?

I am in a complicated situation with K that has romantic undertones, and romance is on the table, but there are obstacles in both our lives that prevent us from getting together, ranging from my status as separated and not living with my husband, to us living in different status, health issues...

Today I asked the I Ching why my anger turns to depression. The inquiry was motivated by fighting with my soon-to-be wife over the weekend. I notice that, when I get angry, it saps my strength, causes me to tumble into a morose, melancholia, causes fatigue to set in, sadness, and feeling of...