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kestrelw1ngs
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Hello and a good cold season to all of you Well!
Well I am about ready to give up on Yi readings for the time being on my situation as I don't know how much they are helping to do much besides confirm my own frustration.
On my way home from a trip to visit friend in a place that I've considered moving, I asked about moving there
18.1.2.6>36
it is closer to my parents, and ultimately would be a transitional place. I consider it due to cheap rents and getting away from familiar environment to reset.
18.6 in particular has a "not what you're looking for" flavor so I asked later
"Commentary on my path and next steps"
36.2.3.4.6>38
when there are this many changing lines they don't weigh as much, I know but the 36.4 "unlucky"....well I just didn't want to see it!!!! Yes 36 and 38 make sense. My home environment with family feels completely alien due to their religious biases. My living situation feels like a trap. My friendships are troubled. Clearly there is an opening into understanding my own wounds and darkness here and learning a new way to emerge.
I thought earlier this year when yi kept sending hex 15 readings about making an impulsive move out of state it was advising to stay but yeah, things are quite unlucky now that I chose to. Suppose this feels like punishment.
"What CAN I do then, yi?" (asked in a more rude manner with several expletives
)
2.5.6>20
Accept ordinariness, deal with inner dragons? Meditate?
I performed an egg cleanse which produced interesting results. This morning > feel emotional tonnes lighter, which is good because....
Of course when I get home another nasty text is waiting about how I left the heater on 5 degrees too much and there are things blocking it (mind you, my door is not allowed left open even for a minute for hear purposes, and none of my personal objects allowed outside my room so its quite overfilling....however bringing this up is an excuse) I endangered the entire apartment complex, have no respect, and they don't want a "bull****" excuse or apology just to do better.
I asked plainly,
"What do I do about my living situation?"
38 uc
"What can I do about situation with X and Y (roommates)?"
57.1.5>26
Not sure how to read this last cast. It does seem to be calling for a return to "correct" living and discipline. Being that im rather good at self deception I'm wondering if this is saying there is a way to "return" to harmony through committing to the rules more attentively AND being firm but gentle in drawing a boundary of how they speak to me. Or just some kind of discipline is needed.
Or what. I think I want a sign that says YES THIS CHOICE IS GOOD like casting about in the dark for assurance when really is there even a good choice?
My approach to Yi is clearly looking for comfort and finding "thems the pits kid" answers. However there is some deeper indicator of my own b.s. (18 is a big hint) in these readings it would be good to know maybe even what a good question to ask is in lieu of what I have been asking for, which is advice.
Given that the 18>36 cast when searched in the forums only came up once around a woman who was in denial about her relationship being one where she could achieve her goals of pregnancy, and forum member interpreted the lines as that she was still willing to be dishonest or engage manipulatively and should focus on herself and ending wrong relationships rather than external goals.
As usual, any interpretative help and your patience are appreciated
Well I am about ready to give up on Yi readings for the time being on my situation as I don't know how much they are helping to do much besides confirm my own frustration.
On my way home from a trip to visit friend in a place that I've considered moving, I asked about moving there
18.1.2.6>36
it is closer to my parents, and ultimately would be a transitional place. I consider it due to cheap rents and getting away from familiar environment to reset.
18.6 in particular has a "not what you're looking for" flavor so I asked later
"Commentary on my path and next steps"
36.2.3.4.6>38
when there are this many changing lines they don't weigh as much, I know but the 36.4 "unlucky"....well I just didn't want to see it!!!! Yes 36 and 38 make sense. My home environment with family feels completely alien due to their religious biases. My living situation feels like a trap. My friendships are troubled. Clearly there is an opening into understanding my own wounds and darkness here and learning a new way to emerge.
I thought earlier this year when yi kept sending hex 15 readings about making an impulsive move out of state it was advising to stay but yeah, things are quite unlucky now that I chose to. Suppose this feels like punishment.
"What CAN I do then, yi?" (asked in a more rude manner with several expletives
)2.5.6>20
Accept ordinariness, deal with inner dragons? Meditate?
I performed an egg cleanse which produced interesting results. This morning > feel emotional tonnes lighter, which is good because....
Of course when I get home another nasty text is waiting about how I left the heater on 5 degrees too much and there are things blocking it (mind you, my door is not allowed left open even for a minute for hear purposes, and none of my personal objects allowed outside my room so its quite overfilling....however bringing this up is an excuse) I endangered the entire apartment complex, have no respect, and they don't want a "bull****" excuse or apology just to do better.
I asked plainly,
"What do I do about my living situation?"
38 uc
"What can I do about situation with X and Y (roommates)?"
57.1.5>26
Not sure how to read this last cast. It does seem to be calling for a return to "correct" living and discipline. Being that im rather good at self deception I'm wondering if this is saying there is a way to "return" to harmony through committing to the rules more attentively AND being firm but gentle in drawing a boundary of how they speak to me. Or just some kind of discipline is needed.
Or what. I think I want a sign that says YES THIS CHOICE IS GOOD like casting about in the dark for assurance when really is there even a good choice?
My approach to Yi is clearly looking for comfort and finding "thems the pits kid" answers. However there is some deeper indicator of my own b.s. (18 is a big hint) in these readings it would be good to know maybe even what a good question to ask is in lieu of what I have been asking for, which is advice.
Given that the 18>36 cast when searched in the forums only came up once around a woman who was in denial about her relationship being one where she could achieve her goals of pregnancy, and forum member interpreted the lines as that she was still willing to be dishonest or engage manipulatively and should focus on herself and ending wrong relationships rather than external goals.
As usual, any interpretative help and your patience are appreciated