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I asked the I Ching why it is that so many of the members of my immediate family - especially on my mum's side - aunts, grandmother, parents, my cousins - have all suffered/ suffer with various forms and intensities of depression and/or anxiety disorders.
Anyway I received 24.2,5 > 60
I have begun to think of hex 24 as about learning. After something bad happening you return to a new cycle where you can start again on a better footing ie. slightly more armed this time, after learning during a difficult time.
Could this be saying that we are not examining and learning from our mistakes or negative tendencies etc? Not accepting self and/or the past and so not moving on? Or could it be about returning to the same old issues?
So again today I have thought I should ask the doctor for anti depressants. But I don't know... maybe I should just accept that I'm in a painful period. And maybe shouldn't take a short-cut out...But if anti-depressants would encourage me to make better use of this time then maybe I should. I received 18.2 > 52 (again!) when asking just now....Do you think 18.2 is saying I need to be gentler with this whole decision of anti-depressants? Feel my way and think about it (52) before taking action?
Quoting W/B
18.2 This refers to mistakes that as a result of weakness have brought about decay-hence the symbol, "what has been spoiled by the mother. " In setting things right in such a case, a certain gentle consideration is called for. In order not to wound, one should not attempt to proceed too drastically.
So again today I have thought I should ask the doctor for anti depressants. But I don't know... maybe I should just accept that I'm in a painful period. And maybe shouldn't take a short-cut out...
and 18.2 reinforces the idea that this problem is coming from your mother's side, or from your own yin nature and you must approach it with a calm and steady frame of mind, no abrupt or excessive moves.
wishing you patience, courage, and clarity . . .
:bows:
Patterns that re-occur. Bad news : you can’t delete them. Goods news : You can create new . These limitations maybe don’t let you be/go at “home”. But the lines you got, If I were you, I would smile.
Both hexs talk about cycles and new energy, one way or another. I also read in those lines that for your own cycle of life you are going to make the rules and decide how to run it.
Running or swimming fast is very good. Also yoga and Pilates in a lower degree. They increase serotonin and make you feel better. See what you need, see how you can get it and make your decision in a 52 way. [/FONT]
I’ld like to share the words of a Greek writer. I think it fits with both of your readings.
You have your brush, you have your colors, you paint paradise, then in you go. -Nikos Kazantzakis
But I'd also point out that they are not a short cut. Going on anti depressants will not make you happy.
If your synapses are blocking all the happy chemicals, then it might not be feasible to do this through self will. It's a very serious decision.
Sometimes it seems to clutch at my chest though in moments of panic.. but passes again...
Clarity,
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