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The Chasm (H29) is something you have to go through. There is nothing to hold on to...you have to develop the resources in yourself, in your heart. Line 3 is about doing nothing rash. (The first rule of holes is, that when you are in a hole, STOP DIGGING!)I asked "How can I improve my emotional state?"
and got 29.3.4.6->43
yes, isn't it...
And tell them what the roblem is how to fix it, after all I'm a software engineer...
..
H43 is about eliminating indecision and becoming determined. In your case, you need to be determined to seek help, and not let the obstacles stop you.
In short, I asked "How can I deal with my anger/rage?"
Got, surprisingly 50.1.5 ?
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Maremaria thanks for the link, what amazing articles on there.
Ichinglover, your answer in short sounds to me like:
50 - cook it slowly, you got this answer before, so this sounds like the next step.
50:1 - empty all old food, empty all previous thoughts and conceptions.
50:5 - listen carefullly. To me it sounds like listen to your heart, and others, seek help.
1 - set it all right, reboot it. A new beginning where things are finally possible.
Two very important things to remember are, a) that you'll need to acknowledge
that your parents have no power over you anymore, and b) that what they did to
you is unforgivable. You have every right to be angry with two idiotic, or evil, people
(same thing really), who harmed a defenseless child. You do not have to forgive them,
you do not have to ever stop feeling resentful for what they did. I know very well that
people who have no first hand experience cannot understand this, but this is indeed
the very best way, as the article puts it also and much more eloquently. It's even sadder
that people who did have first hand experience with this will disagree, exactly how the
articles put it with such great clarity, that denial is the root of all further evil - you say
you take it out on yourself at present, well i don't know what is worse, this or lots of
others who take it out on other people (or worse, their own children).
So to deal with your anger, you'll need to empty out, then reboot all your beliefs on
this. "He's your father/mother, so no matter what they did, they did it out of love/
because they didn't know any better, etc etc, so, they'll always be your mother and
father, you have to forgive them and love them". If you ask me, THIS has to go first.
I'm aware it may sound harsh to people without first hand experience, or with but
in denial, but in my experience this is the only thing that works, and i'm grateful
that there are professionals out there (re: those great articles) who manage to
graps the essence of it all, without all the political correctness waffle of our times.
Does anyone have any particular reason to stay alive ? Is being alive about reasons ?
Anyway I think you mentioned in the other thread that when replying you get logged out when you try to submit the message. This is also happening to Maria and I, if you PM HIlary to tell her about it also then we may get somewhere.
Thats a good reason to stay alive for the next 5 minutes anyway. (QUOTE)
Some thoughts on this which helped me.
There is a right time to be born and a right time to die.
On this side we see jumbled threads , on the other side there is a pattern and a meaning to it all.
If you deliberately terminate , then the pattern of your life is incomplete , and can only be completed elsewhere , at the cost of sufferings greater than the ones youre leaving behind.
When you get all tangled up just tango on ?
Maybe fate will lend a hand.
Kind regards.
I'm a little late for this conversation. I would just like to comment that hex 29.3.4.6 gives hex 44, not 43hi!
i have to apologize for flooding this forum with my stupid questions.
But since I'm not too well versed in I ching, I can't decipher things, and this is
my only hope....
I asked "How can I improve my emotional state?"
and got 29.3.4.6->43
i don't know why do I need to stay alive, what for?
For the past 1.5-2 years every day i do nothing but eat, and watch some stupid movie over and over again, and I ching. I can't work, i can't do anything. I can't look at myself in the mirror.
I think line 4 talks about that.
I also kept asking the same question over and over again - "what should i stay alive for?"
nothing worked out.
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