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but in 64 they are all in the wrong place ...
find my own place again ... would be for the best/ work out and I received 64 unchanging - Not yet across
64 and 63 both feature alternating yin-yang lines. In 63 the male lines are in their proper places (1,3,5) and so therefore also the female, but in 64 they are all in the wrong place indicating that to find equilibrium a certain amount of shuffling around is in order.
It also might be interpreted as an indication that the male female dynamic right now is out of wack so a move of some sort is definitely in order. That said, given the out of wack ground, a clear path may be hard to determine or execute - hence the fox's tail warning viz making a crossing.
You are contemplating a crossing of sorts - a pretty major one seemingly involving not only ending a relationship but also doing what AA people call a 'geographical,' in other words trying to change yourself by changing your external surroundings. Is there any guidance in 64 for this?
In terms of the trigrams you have Water as inner and Fire as outer. Water is the trigram of finding your level, perseverence, endurance, patience but also inner core, having the kidney to see things through and reach some sort of fundamentally sane and real connection with heart. Fire is the trigram of radiance, interconnections (because of fire's dependence on fuel), also protection in that the outside is highly dynamic, even dangerous, whereas the inside is soft and still, relatively speaking, so sometimes the images connected with Fire involve things like shells and armor, some sort of protection principle. There is a two-way aspect to fire in, for example, how fire both radiates out and makes connections and interdependencies, warmth, heart relations and so on whilst also serving to repel borders. One should not plunge into new intimacies, for example, before proper connection has been established at arm's length such as transpires in more traditional courting contexts without which the burning fire of passionate romance can create an undue emphasis on that which only blazes addictively for a short time whilst fuel supplies last versus connecting on a slower, deeper level first.
So on the inside the hexagram indicates going in a slow, determined steady fashion to achieve your aim by remaining true to your inner core. This approach has less to do with reading the trail for signs and messages as one might do with Wind and more to do with being true to oneself, fundamentally sincere. (More guidance for water is found in Hexagram 29.) On the outside the hexagram indicates protection as well as connection, insight, warmth, passion and so on. (More guidance on Fire is found in Hexagram 30.)
The hexagram is unbalanced, perhaps indicating that your situation and course are set so that's a given. It's done. It's over. You are where you are which is in an unbalanced difficult situation but knowing that you can now proceed forward by holding true to yourself on the deepest, heartfelt level whilst also making proper connections with favorable situations and people without carelessly letting your guard down.
(Of course, this is just one individual's take based on what little you wrote above. If it resonates, great; if not, ignore entirely!)
Thank you for your insight into the reading and advice.When you say to rent on your own with your family, I assume you mean your children?
The characters for 64 mean 'not yet across', or 'no help'. All the lines in 64 are in their wrong positions, so as things stand, everything is out of place. And because you got it unchanging, things will continue to be out of place.
The Judgement says, 'if the little fox, after nearly completing the crossing, gets his tail in the water, there is nothing that would further' (Wilhelm translation). Perhaps you're not really decided in you to do that, and perhaps you would back-track and therefore not succeed.
Tuck Chang says something very interesting about 64: it is 'seen as an embarrassment of the male, as all the masculine lines lose their positions, therefore the masculine momentum resumes seeking its right position', but the female lines are also seeking their right positions. He also says that 64 'connotes failure'.
My conclusion is that, as things stand, you won't succeed in whatever it is that you want to succeed in. My suggestion would be to have a look within you, to solidify your goals and come up with practical plans to achieve those goals - then ask again if your concrete plans will succeed.
Taken altogether, I get the sense that this is more about 'how' and 'when' (and perhaps 'why') and not (just) about 'if'.
I interpret hex 15 in this way, to regain balance in my life and with others... I need to humbly accept and stay grateful for where I am currently living (with him). Regardless of our differences, I ought to be clear on my core values and not lose myself in or with him.
It's good that you've found some sense of resolution here.
Without knowing you and your situation much, much better - perhaps meaning we'd have to at least have a long heart-to-heart over a few beers or cups of tea - I more broadly think of Integrity as applying to all that you do, regardless if you stay, go, cross the river, cross it only half way, get your tail wet ....
And my belief (and it's only a belief at this point) is that with Integrity we gain discernment - and the ability to make better choices, which are still subject to life's ups and downs and 'sufferings' and disappointments.
Best, D
Clarity,
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