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Wow, that is an awesome experience.On my birthday last year, in december, i was alone for most of the day.
I had arranged to meet a friend of mine later in the evening, and for dinner, I decided to treat myself to my favourite restaurant. Its a lovely little polish place in an underground shopping centre, very homemade, always quiet, and very old fashioned. Doilies and fake flowers in vases on the tables and pictures of pope john paul and other religious bits and pieces hanging around.
While i was there, i felt something. It was ominous. It felt like a warning. But it also felt comforting. I felt like someone was there with me, who was sad, someone was trying to comfort me. But I didnt know why the presence was sad. It was sad for me though, I knew it. I don't know if using the I Ching heightens a connection to something higher, But in the weeks leading up to my birthday i was frantically worrying about the relationship i often mention here, I had no idea what a shock i was going to get later on in the night.
When i went to my friends house, we had a few drinks and chatted and it was ok. She then told me that the boy i was in love with had been with another girl, repeatedly. She said she hadnt told me because she didn't want to upset me.
I couldnt speak. I sat for two hours silently weeping. I couldnt move.
It was my 30th birthday, and the worst birthday I have ever had.
I knew that whatever that had been in the restaurant earlier, was trying to warn me, comfort me, about what was to follow.
I dont know why I havent asked Yi about it before. Maybe i felt that this was something not to ask. something 'beyond' what i could understand. But last night i did.
I asked 'what/who was that presence i felt on my birthday in the polish restaurant?'
I received 14, 2.3.6 - 51.
Lines 3 and 6 talk specifically about heaven. The 'large wagon for loading' I'm not too sure about, But i interpret this as a direct 'thunderbolt' from heaven. A direct connection?
I'd love to hear what other make of the reading.
Thanks all,
Yx
When 14.3 changes, it changes into 38. I have found 38 comes up in many strange "outsider" experiences -- experiences beyond the ordinary. I hope that provides enough of an explanation, because in this area I don't know if we can elaborate much more than that.
I think You were the large Wagon line 2 and have in that moment of time received line 3 the shocking revelation 51 from the Collective Subconscious line 6
Wow, that is an awesome experience.
I would say, judging both from your description, and the hexagram and lines, that this presence was what William James called the Higher Self, and what British author Anthony Peake calls "the Daemon" or your secret, second, eternal self. That is amazing.
In a sense, this could be viewed (despite the pain) as a very good birthday (gosh, you are young ) because a connection with this higher self is very blessed. Line 6 is read by Berkers as "from heaven's blessing comes this good fortune".
Brava to you.
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Clarity,
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