Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).
I'm not 'valuable to society' either, quite a few people I know aren't. What does that term mean and whose definition ? Babies, children, sick people and old people could be said not to be valuable to society. What's the measure here? What's wrong with loading lumber, it leaves your mind free and may accord you a degree of freedom your soul actually needs which you wouldn't have if you were building a house with a significant other?I work a low paying job as someone who loads small lumber orders onto customer’s trucks. When I do a load for a contractor I am reminded that I haven’t committed to learning any skills in life that would make me valuable to society. When I do a load for a couple working on their own house I am reminded that I have not found material success nor romantic love. I don’t have close friends or family members that I can talk to or get ahold of except on a very inconsistent and unreliable basis, probably because that is the way in which I commit to personal relationships.
I made a lot of dumb choices when I was young and unconscious, specifically going AWOL from the army after three years and a combat deployment and robbing myself of any benefits my service would have given me, and I flunked out of school to the point that I owe thousands of dollars to a collection agency on top of student loans, with no degree to show for it. I feel like I have painted myself into a corner with no escape.I’d like to get a therapist or an analyst to help, but I can’t afford even the most basic health insurance plan
I question the term 'life purpose', it worries me a little as it can make people believe they have to do or be a certain thing to even justify their existence. It's like capitalism and spirituality combined - you have to prove you are marketable to be worth anything at all. Moreover I do not believe anyone knows their life purpose, how would we know, I don't think we have the faintest clue. The new ager may say 'my life purpose is to guide souls to healing' or some such but actually their life purpose may be the things they don't think are important at all. Your life purpose is being you, even the bad bits are all your life purpose as it's where you are right now.Today I asked three questions about my life path and purpose.
First I asked “If I do what I know is right, and commit to the life I am in right now while still honoring my nature, will I become magnetic to the things I want in life?” And received 64 unchanging
Yes it is an important time and to make the crossing you envision you may have to be mindful of all the things that keep you in an eternal state of almost crossing like me with writing this post. I lost the deep and meaningful stuff I'm afraid....and I lost it throughI take this to mean that this is a difficult and important transitional time in my life that will require a lot of mindful care from me to get through, and success is not guaranteed.
I will post the lineI finally asked “What is my individual purpose in life?” and I received 53.6 changing to 39. I’m having difficulty understanding this line, the best I can make intuitively of it is that it’s simply saying “it will all make sense one day,” but the positive text of the line seems to be at complete odds with the resulting hexagram of Obstruction.
but the positive text of the line seems to be at complete odds with the resulting hexagram of Obstruction.
Trojina, you might also be interested to know that I thought of your response here a few days ago while going out in the morning to work and coming on a feather from a Canadian goose.
So I must honor the responses I got
Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).