Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
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The power of the inferior people is growing. The danger draws close to one's person; already there are clear indication, and rest is disturbed. Moreover, in this dangerous situation one is as yet without help or friendly advances from above or below. Extreme caution is necessary in this isolation. One must adjust to the time and promptly avoid the danger. Stubborn perseverance in maintaining one's standpoint would lead to downfall.
There is a simpler, deeper, inner way of knowing who and where you are, one that doesn't depend on external reassurances. Now is the time to honor it.
And hey, just saw in your other post that you got 55.6 - don't isolate yourself - I repeat - don't isolate yourelf!
I told the I Ching that I have decided to retreat from life for a while because I am scared of having to face more anxiety, depression and heartbreak ... I then asked how this course of action would be and got a rather confusing answer:
hex 23.2 > 4
I just turned 41 last week [didn't tell anyone] and I am so completely diffeent than I used to be. I was so confident and strong and was even a nationally ranked Epee and Foil champion. Nopw I just don't feel like I have identity. I am at the end of a very severe Rahu Mahadasha that was coupled with the worst Sade Sati you can imagine (Leo). Though I have learned much humility and kindness the price was rather steep I think.
For me sometimes just to go come home and be able to put on a decent documentary, have some wine and fall asleep without waking up to morning anxiety is already paradise.
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To resolve some of your anxiety, I did a reading for you. I hope you do not mind. This concerns your chance with your Star Buck counter female. 36.5 to 63
神煞:天乙—子申 福星—未 日禄—午 羊刃—巳 驿马—亥 桃花—午 华盖—丑
干支:癸巳年 丙辰月 己酉日 己巳时
旬空:午未 子丑 寅卯 戌亥
六神 伏神 坎宫:地火明夷(游魂) 坎宫:水火既济
【本 卦】 【变 卦】
勾陈 ▅▅ ▅▅ 父母癸酉金 ▅▅ ▅▅ 兄弟戊子水 应
朱雀 ▅▅ ▅▅ 兄弟癸亥水 ×→ ▅▅▅▅▅ 官鬼戊戌土
青龙 ▅▅ ▅▅ 官鬼癸丑土 世 ▅▅ ▅▅ 父母戊申金
玄武 妻财戊午火 ▅▅▅▅▅ 兄弟己亥水 ▅▅▅▅▅ 兄弟己亥水 世驿马
白虎 ▅▅ ▅▅ 官鬼己丑土 ▅▅ ▅▅ 官鬼己丑土
滕蛇 ▅▅▅▅▅ 子孙己卯木 应 ▅▅▅▅▅ 子孙己卯木
36.1 you are a customer (you are correct). This is the guest line. She has no interest. 36.1 is her soul and is mao wood which is the empty element under your house of spouse.
36.3 tells the reader that she is associated with another person. She seems not available, but 63.3 tells the person is the moving on stage (sibling hai water) probably this year, next month. That association may not be permanent..
Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).