Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).
I've tried physio, massage, counselling accessing repressed trauma, changing jobs, yoga, meditation, resting, swimming. Basically a lot, a lot of rest. Reading extensively. Avoiding compulsive goal setting and more living in the now. Focusing on self-care, nutrition, getting in touch with my basic needs. Next I'm going to try energy healing. I do think all of this has been highly productive and informative, I know myself so much better, I've changed for the better, but I still have this problem.
What is the imbalance, pain, emotion at the core of this physical problem? 2 receptivity
What can I do to create further healing? 20.2-59
Move beyond personal boundaries (get out and mingle?)
What progress have I made in my healing so far? 14.3.5-10
Pulling back my energies and being more discriminating about friendships etc?
Changing my habit of too much giving, too much concern for others and so little for myself?
What do I need to change right now in my feeling/thinking? 46 pushing upward
The problem with 46 is that I feel I can't commit to anything as I'm dealing with regular fatigue and back-pain and I'm genuinely afraid that if I set any goal I will lose my delicate balance and lose the progress I have made from burnout to at least being able to pay my bills and keep my life afloat. Oh I've just seen another translation as Gentle Persuasion..that would suit me so much better than any pushing..
How long more will it take to heal?!!!
3.5-24
How should I think about money at this point of transition in my life? i.e. How can I feel safe enough to put my physical and emotional needs ahead of everything else, including work? 36.1.3.4.6-35
This might refer to the idea of being more receptive rather than the go-getting of the H.1 the creative. Or, it may signal that you are letting too much in i.e. you're too receptive without enough shielding. The latter can operate at quite a subtle level especially if you find yourself constantly exhausted. This may indicate a propensity for absorbing others' negative energy due to your nervous system being too charged and ungrounded.
Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).