Deceit & 19.1.2.3 - 15

[mholden1969]

Hi everyone,

I could use a little advice so I could put some of these worries, or at least my approach to them, to rest.

I have a suspicion I'm being gaslighted about something by a family member.

I love the person dearly, and I don't most things are something to worry about with them.
However, with this one issue, I feel like I am being deceived and played with, or at best, they're too focused on being kind and telling me what I want to hear.

I asked, "Is x lying to me?"

I received 19.1.2.3 - 15

- I took that as an affirmative.

Really, I want to just move on past worrying.
Having anxiety problems doesn't help.

I asked, "How do I deal with this issue?"

I received 59.3.5 - 18

- I took this as saying I could abandon these worries without it affecting much else.

However, if anyone has further insight into this, or if I am likely misinterpreting these readings, I would really like to hear.

 

[Sarah_]

I see 59 to 18 as a need to disperse some corruption, whether that’s a real corruption or an imagined corruption in your own thinking. Something needs to be explored so that you can put it to rest. Are you able to calmly ask directly / share your concerns that you think they might be telling you what they think you want to hear.. rather than the absolute truth and that you would very much value the absolute truth? It might open some dialogue that can disperse some corruption?

 

[mholden1969]

Something needs to be explored so that you can put it to rest.

I've definitely been exploring it... just not sure if I am doing it the right way.

Are you able to calmly ask directly / share your concerns that you think they might be telling you what they think you want to hear.. rather than the absolute truth and that you would very much value the absolute truth?

Way ahead of you.

I asked, "What needs to be explored?"

I received 33 unchanging.

Sounds like I'm basically being told that I shouldn't focus on this, put energy towards it.

 

[thisismybody]

I’ve always read 33 as fleeing from something that’s either harmful or no good for me. I can think back to pretty much all my 33 readings and it‘s always involved me staying away from a person. Recently, I got it for a friend who was hiding something from me I wouldn’t be able to prove, but knew anyway. Someone whom I shouldn’t even let know that I know. But there were multiple lines, so Yi was being specific.

I tend to get 59 when I need to move away, to disperse myself, from a place/environment, mindset, etc. I’ve gotten 59.3 when I‘ve needed to disperse my incessant inner yammerings and mental anguish, bc I’m being my own worst enemy. Such as that time I was hung up on my ex and dragging myself through the mud.

19.3 proves this person is selling sweet-smelling lies, if I had to guess. But you already know that.

Maybe the breaking of sweat in line 59.5 is your concern? And maybe 33 unchanging is Yi’s flat out way of saying drop it, because it isn’t worth the hassle? The details of the situation and level of dishonesty would dictate what you retreat from.

 

[mholden1969]

I’ve always read 33 as fleeing from something that’s either harmful or no good for me. I can think back to pretty much all my 33 readings and it‘s always involved me staying away from a person. Recently, I got it for a friend who was hiding something from me I wouldn’t be able to prove, but knew anyway. Someone whom I shouldn’t even let know that I know. But there were multiple lines, so Yi was being specific.

In this case, I think it certainly might mean staying away from conflict/engaging with this person on the related subject matter.

I tend to get 59 when I need to move away, to disperse myself, from a place/environment, mindset, etc. I’ve gotten 59.3 when I‘ve needed to disperse my incessant inner yammerings and mental anguish, bc I’m being my own worst enemy. Such as that time I was hung up on my ex and dragging myself through the mud.

19.3 proves this person is selling sweet-smelling lies, if I had to guess. But you already know that.

Maybe the breaking of sweat in line 59.5 is your concern? And maybe 33 unchanging is Yi’s flat out way of saying drop it, because it isn’t worth the hassle? The details of the situation and level of dishonesty would dictate what you retreat from.

This sounds somewhat in line with my original interpretation: that my suspicions are likely correct, and that it's not worth my time and energy to continue exploring this, so I should just accept/drop it and move on.

Thank you.