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for example i asked : any encouaging advice on this and it gave me 52-14 which is not really encouraging as line 2 says im going to be helpless and will just have to go with it.
The reason i heditate to respond is because i asked the yi if i should share my plight with others
and it gave me hex 23.
50.2.6 - 62 Seems to be the big symbol for me.
62 seems to say put a whole lot of attention into little things.
It told me it was hurting me by using it anyway.
It also gave me hex 64.4 about getting better from this.
Also hexagram 3 came up allot. I threw a billion of them.
I think I have what is called HPPD.
Trying to find out what it is doing to me,
and how to heal from it, so I casted some oracles hoping for some direction and understanding.
FIrst question was:
I would like to heal from this condition any advice?
I got 60.2 changing to hexagram 3
It sounds pretty ambiguous to me as I don't know if it's telling me how to fix my behavior in order to remedy the issue or if it's addressing it in a more general way.
Here is another secret: We all feel the same way you do about your friends. We are all by nature judgmental, and if we live long enough we will come to hate everybody we know.
Hi Cyclotron. I hope you're still reading this thread, and I hope you're okay. Yi is just saying to go out and do something about this. Doesn't say why or how, just that "anxious hesitation is a mistake."
I really feel for you now. I abused mushrooms back in the day and had some unsettling experiences for a few years after I'd stopped taking them (no purple spots, but I had these episodes of amnesia where I couldn't remember who I was, or where I was, or what I was doing. They were brief episodes, but scary). Maybe it's best to stop consulting the Yi for now as it seems to be making you more anxious. I know nothing about HPPD, but I did find this forum that has a support area which could help you feel less isolated. http://www.hppdonline.com/forum/ Even better would be finding an in person support group, where you could listen to how others have coped with the same problem. And (if at all possible) try to stop with any and all mind altering substances! If that's a problem, then consider a twelve step program. Do what you can today, don't worry about the future. I've been through addiction and recovery, so I know how important it is to live in the moment rather than agonize about what may or may not come out of this or that treatment. Just do what you can to take care of yourself now.
Hang in there, okay. And let us know how you're doing.
Mary
There is no emergency here.
I understand how you feel, that the people you used to know have all moved away. As I see it, that's the real problem. You are stranded.
great sacrifices in order to be with them. Thats why many of my friends over the years have been foreigners. People from other countries. That way I don't seem so different from them - because we are both different.
Clarity,
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