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I asked yi why they betrayed me?
I don't understand what they could gain from doing this other than to hurt me. But I didn't do anything to them.
I do not understand this reading in relation to my question at all. Please help. Hurting so much.
Hello hurt person !
Maybe the following story helps or inspires or applies .. or not ... you decide.
Years ago I asked why X stumbled from one into the next abusive situation. This tragic life seemed to cover all possible forms of abuse from early childhood on: emotional, sexual, physical violence, abused as a kind of working slave ... She was the sweetest, most generouse and uncomplicated person. She had her desperate moments, but she never gave up and always tried to become a better person. Don't know where she drew her strenght from. What is X's pattern that invites/allowes abuse ? 42uc. One day she disappeared without a trace. My heart still opens up wide when I think of her.
For some years this reading captured my mind and I started to think of it as a kind of koan. Yi can be so annoyingly clever.
One day when parking I scratched my neighbour's (big and new!) car. OMG. This will be expensive. Left my number behind his wiper. How will this be settled? 42uc. Days later he called me. He was so generouse: "Oh, the damage can hardly be seen, it took me days to realize what you mean. Let's not fuss about it. Have a nice day".
Then the penny dropped.
Then the penny dropped.
Hi Lisa,
How I see it:
Line 5 gives without taking. Line 2 is lucky in recieving. And yet both are blessed. Though things can be very profane and practical in 42, what imo actually is given and taken in 42 does not belong to the category "if you have it, I cannot have it - if I give it to you, I will be diminished". No wonder some of us pour in more involvement and more energy even if it is a loss by usual standards. They are generouse, understanding and kind souls reaching for ever deeper heavens in themselves. This way they tip over into 42's shadow 23. This may manifest as being overly self critical and scrupulouse, not taking themselves and their own just interests seriously and so giving up purpose and direction.
Jesed once said: "42 is tricky like 55. Under 42 you want to improve and lead it to a higher level, but you have already reached the peak of the ascendent movement. It's the MOST you can reach. If you like it, try ro fix it, keep it save. The start of decadence." I could not agree more.
I hope you can relate.
Jesed once said: "42 is tricky like 55. Under 42 you want to improve and lead it to a higher level, but you have already reached the peak of the ascendent movement. It's the MOST you can reach. If you like it, try ro fix it, keep it save. The start of decadence."
Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).