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Hello. A few months ago I met a girl. The attraction we had was very strong, but she was very emotionally broken. Two months before meeting her, she was raped by one of her best friends. Even knowing her emotional state, we decided to continue. What we lived together was very strong for me, I felt reflected in what happened to her, when I was twelve years old I was raped.
I got her a therapist specialized in these cases that did not charge any money to her, I accompanied her to make the police report. She sometimes had days where she was better and sometimes she had days where she just wanted to cry and I stayed with her, hugging her, listening to her or helping her with her house. As expected one day she decided to cut the relationship because she did not feel prepared. We broke in good terms, but she told me she didn't want any contact. I respect all her decisions. Months went by and she started sending me messages, someones thanking me and others with simple trivialities. Everytime I answered her messages she avoid me, she simply ignored me for days and then, out of nowhere she sent another message, pretending that I had never responded and the situation continued like this in an eternal cycle of reciving messages but not having a response when I text back.
The situation became very painful for me, so I wrote her explaining that her attitude was hurting me and I communicated my decision to block her from all my social networks. Although I make that decision I still love her and I feel things for her.
So I asked Yi "Will the relationship with her be rebuilt in the future?" and I received hexagram 33 mutating to 42. Clearly 33 is the current situation, but I am having troubles interpreting the mutation towards 42
Thanks for taking the time of reading me! I hope somebody can help me to understand what Yi is telling me.
P.S. Sorry if I have writing errors, English is not my mother tongue and I had to help myself with online translators
I got her a therapist specialized in these cases that did not charge any money to her, I accompanied her to make the police report. She sometimes had days where she was better and sometimes she had days where she just wanted to cry and I stayed with her, hugging her, listening to her or helping her with her house. As expected one day she decided to cut the relationship because she did not feel prepared. We broke in good terms, but she told me she didn't want any contact. I respect all her decisions. Months went by and she started sending me messages, someones thanking me and others with simple trivialities. Everytime I answered her messages she avoid me, she simply ignored me for days and then, out of nowhere she sent another message, pretending that I had never responded and the situation continued like this in an eternal cycle of reciving messages but not having a response when I text back.
The situation became very painful for me, so I wrote her explaining that her attitude was hurting me and I communicated my decision to block her from all my social networks. Although I make that decision I still love her and I feel things for her.
So I asked Yi "Will the relationship with her be rebuilt in the future?" and I received hexagram 33 mutating to 42. Clearly 33 is the current situation, but I am having troubles interpreting the mutation towards 42
Thanks for taking the time of reading me! I hope somebody can help me to understand what Yi is telling me.
P.S. Sorry if I have writing errors, English is not my mother tongue and I had to help myself with online translators