Hexagram 44 all lines changing > 24 = ME?

[grace heart]

Hello everyone,

Recently, after receiving Hexagram 50, with all lines changing (to 3), I decided to give Yi - and my ever questioning mind - a break by not making any more queries and instead allowing the situation(s) to develop naturally.

However... the way I use Yi is as a sort of an emotional aid. So yesterday, after I felt all I could feel and ate all the sweets I could eat (never mind, I'm blood type 0 and for us sugar is neutral, and errr I'm having a shiatsu session later on today, so all's good, big phew), and still there was a queuing line of charged emotion as long and scary as a monster boa constrictor, all waiting to be processed by yours truly, I snuck into a quiet corner at this hilarious party I showed my face at, and asked Yi 'Me?'

I won't bore you with too much me-trivia, but in the last few months I broke up with a man I've been with for 5 years, got involved with someone else, someone pretty cool, except I suspect he also found me a little too intense, the twit, must be the daddy-dearest thing I'm still subconsciously chasing.

Next, we're moving again, just around the corner and to a better pad, but this is our 5th forced move in 13 years within the same area I'm not even too sure I belong to. But my son's at his beloved drama school for the next 2 and a half years, so looks like we need to stay put.

Third big thing, I'm sitting on a couple of great (I'm being objective here) manuscripts and a book that ask to be presented to the world, as well as a few more stories and at least one more novel that demand to be written. By me. And I'm too busy working as waitress in a cocktail bar (not really, I'm a barista), making ends meet, as well making pointless moves around Souther England and making sure my son passes his maths exam to do anything about it.

So Yi then equals 'Me' to 44.1.2.3.4.5.6 > 24

Any light you could shed on this, any thoughts, I'd be really grateful.

And have a good day.

Grace

 

[Tim K]

Looks like you have too many things(blue lines) in your head, pulling you in different directions.
Instead of going straight, on the horizontal axis line.

44.1 → 1 (Creative), Legge:
Shows how its subject should be kept (like a carriage) tied and fastened to a metal drag, in which case with firm correctness there will be good fortune.
(But) if he move in any direction, evil will appear.
He will be (like) a lean pig, which is sure to keep jumping about.


So 44 → 24, return to Your course, straight and forward. Ignore the temptations and powerful forces with their neon signs and sweet aromas inviting you to enter, just keep going on the street - no cafes for you

44 is at X=0, and 24 is at X >=10

 

[grace heart]

So 44 → 24, return to Your course, straight and forward. Ignore the temptations and powerful forces with their neon signs and sweet aromas inviting you to enter, just keep going on the street - no cafes for you

Ahhhh, I get it. Too many dramatic distractions, every reason to shelf my writing. Thanks asteroid, for helping me keep to the straight and narrow.