Moved to new country. How does my acupuncturist feel about me? 40.5

[Gaia99]

I know I shouldn't care how people feel about me although when it comes to a practitioner for my health it's important so that I feel emotionally safe. I just moved to a new country and I am quite eccletic and I was very open about my mystical experiences that effect my health to this new acupuncturist.
She is the only one available for hours and I'm in need of deep healing.
But if it's not correct for me to continue with her due to her dislike of me then I will understand.
She mentioned in our 1st meeting she's into rootwork...I'm very opposed to that type of spirituality as I've been afflicted when I was younger by such types of magicians...but she seemed very kind.

How does my acupuncturist feel about me? 40.5
I don't know...usually when I get something other than 40.1 in this hexagram, it represents a force that you should stay away from, or pettiness...I'm hoping someone could dispel my negative outlook in this situation. I'm so sensitive that if the healer and I don't click then that could become detrimental to my healing....She is very powerful and very good at what she does and we're pretty much astrologically compatible. I did like her...but when I sent her an email that I had gotten psychically attacked she made no attempts to acknowledge what I just went through and coldly responded the business end of my email with scheduling the time...lol I like to be acknowledged especially after I tell you I just went through some major shit.

(Just to keep in mind do not need interpretation)
I also had gotten 55.4 in "how she felt about the email I sent her"...
"What was the harmony and rightfulness I had in sending her the email" 13.2
The other day I did ask "guidance on me going to her 42.2"

Also she's use to just having clients with straight forward orthopedic issues and I'm an endroconologist case with issues that stem from pure emotions and at times spiritual afflictions.

I would appreciate any help or guidance.

Amitoufo:bows:

 

[maggie may]

Hi,
It can be tricky asking about the motivations and feelings of others. I think the assumption would be that a person in the healing profession is motivated to be of service to their clients. It's not about whether they 'like' you but rather whether they will be able to help you. People work in different ways, and this person may not be comfortable discussing patient concerns in an email. You are paying for a service, so it is important for you to be clear about what you expect, and what they are offering. Perhaps scheduling a consultation about these particulars would prove helpful.

The other day I did ask "guidance on me going to her 42.2"

This seems vey positive to me. The lower trigram of thunder, can represent you as the questioner. It may suggest that you go in without hesitation and with strength of direction. The outer trigram of wind suggests work over the long term, and results that come from those efforts. A yin line at two is central and correct. In a general way, line two is about expressing yourself, or making your intentions known. It has a positive feel regarding the direction you have begun with this person.

All the best.
Maggie

 

[Gaia99]

That was very well put. I am very respectful of business boundaries and I wasn't asking for her assessment nor help. I was just filling her in, on what happened since last I saw her on Tuesday. I understand what you're saying. Although I would've appreciated an ounce of acknowledgement and empathy from her. Maybe next time I need to ask her what makes her feel safe and what she prefers in her business in regards to patients updating her from the last treatment. So that I don't get hurt. I'm in a real sensitive place in my life right now. Maybe I need to keep in mind that she can help me and that's that.
I deeply appreciate your insight. and acknowledgement An Ocean of Blessings!