Readings 45.5 to 16 and 9.4.6 to 43

[LemonBarley]

I have been feeling conflicted and confused in my psychotherapy relationship and really angry about one of her policies, I am trying to evaluate what is going on and why I am questioning the relationship, what part I play I (I do have difficulties trusting) and what part she plays and what this anger is trying to show me

I asked What can I understand about my psychotherapy relationship and received: 45.5 to 16

and then asked

Please show me a picture of my situation and received: 9.4.6 to 43

I am new to this, any insight or interpretation would be greatly appreciated

 

[Tim K]

What can I understand about my psychotherapy relationship?

45.5 → 16.

45.5 says you need to trust your psychiatrist.
Legge: Shows the union (of all) under its subject in the place of dignity. There will be no error. If any do not have confidence in him, let him see to it that (his virtue) be great, long-continued, and firmly correct, and all occasion for repentance will disappear
Eventually you will see that she has your best interests at heart.
Reverse line is 16.5, Legge:
Shows one with a chronic complaint, but who lives on without dying.
You need her help, allow her to take the lead, and follow with enthusiasm (16).

Please show me a picture of my situation

9.4.6(The Taming Power of the Small) → 43 (Break-through)

Hex 9 says that you should allow yourself to be restrained by your counselor (1 weak line holding other 5).

Crowley writes:
9.4. → 1 Bloodshed and woe sincerity bids go.
Be sincere, try to bring up your anger issue about the policy.
Reverse line, 1.4 → 9, Wilhelm: Unstable flight over the depths. No error.
Open up more, don't hold back. Why hesitate? It's your psychiatrist after all.

9.6 → 5 Who wins too much may lose! Repose, O man!
Don't be too stubborn, compromise (on her policy) will also be advantageous.
Reverse line 5.6 → 9, M.Daniels: Accept any unexpected offers of help.
I think she won't mind changing her policy a bit for you.

Transitional method gives 9.4 → 1; 1.6 → 43.
1.6 -> 43, Wilhelm: Haughty dragon will have to be penitent.
Again, don't be too aggressive in this issue about policy.

Crowley about h43: Cutting off; displeasure; front thy foe; but show reluctance due in acting so.

To sum up: be more open and patient with her, don't hold back, and also discussing this policy will help to reach a compromise. Be more enthusiastic and a break-through will surely follow.

 

[LemonBarley]

thanks ashteroid, that makes a lot of sense, because of my own past, i have difficulties expressing myself sometimes, but I am learning and I know I need to talk about this with her to move forward.