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What is "normal" ?
There is a " not good enought" about your efforts and the results, but, imo, yi says, you are doing a good job. There are things happen under the surface (7), and those missing keys, appear suddenly, and we have that "change of heart". It's like nothing new , profoundly different has take place, but we are not the same.
It is indeed frustrating to feel the existence of those keys, but can't see it.... it takes time and the reveal themselves. Perhaps don't try too much, and be more gentle to the old self that kicks in and try to protect you, perhaps in a not very useful way. Don't punish that part, just listen to it and calm it. Offer a new perspective and remind her that you are the overseer and the general. I feel that the lines and hexagram Yi offer you, include some ques on what both of you need to discuss.
Take care
Totally unable to overcome .... as of yet.
Don't give up. Down is not out. Not where (how) you want to be means keep going till you get there.
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19.1 makes me think of a support group.
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And it may be useful to think on your progress as 46 instead of a button to press that gets you where you want to be instantly.
Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).