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3 years ago I had asked "Why do people want to destroy me after a while they know me?"
63 unchanging
hello there everyone
I still have this problem in my life of people that after a while they know me (a little while, just a few months generally) suddenly and with no apparent reason (at least not that I can lnow of) change their attitude towards me, stop speaking to me or start looking at me as if I were the enemy, totally avoid me or in some cases start a war against me
I really don't know why this happens, I don't know what happens.
It has sometimes happened with people I had got very close to and to whom I had said that I have this problem. And when it happens I ask them to just tell me WHy they're doing that, what happened. And they can't reply.
So 3 years ago I had asked "Why do people want to destroy me after a while they know me?"
63 unchanging
uh?
might it be because I'm unpredictable and am feared as a menace to a predetermined order?
I'm not sure I got that.But to be honest the people to ask about this is those people themselves....and you did ask so what more can you do ?
mmh so you say carelessness and unconsiderate, no efforts made when necessary.
Remember my former housemate that forced the director to kick me out of the play? well working with that director was the dream of my life and I spent 5 years following her. So it was not just a matter of a play.. he destroyed my life!
Thank you. But I think it doesn't apply. My shrink says what I lack is defence! I interact with the world like a child with a total confidence in peopleI'm wondering if this might mean that you are anticipating "people want to destroy me" and get defensive, bringing about a self-fulfilling prophesy.
The only real way to get clarity is to speak to these people but of course if they won't talk to you you can't.
You're right!There are other directors and other paths...You won't find these other paths if you go around telling yourself that other people 'destroyed' your life.
I grew up with just my Mom, not knowing a single thing about the other side (the male side) which I eventually started to know when I was 31.We often replay childhood family dynamics....so did you feel your family wished to sabotage you ? If you did feel that then you might be making similar relationships now.
This is also what my shrink says. Does 63 say so or is it an assumption you make considering what you read ?You have higher ambitions than they have, and they are envious.
What you are experiencing might be brought about by astrology. Have you ever had your natal chart done?
Thank you. But I think it doesn't apply. My shrink says what I lack is defence! I interact with the world like a child with a total confidence in people
This is also what my shrink says. Does 63 say so or is it an assumption you make considering what you read ?
Infants have an instinct not to trust strangers
Hi Olga, why don't you do another cast asking this:
' how can I have happy, healthy, supportive friendships and connections?'
OMaybe 34-1 means to toughen up and be less vulnerable, more comfortable and confident in your own skin, and don't fall into a persecution complex.
I just cast and got 34.5.6>1
Reading from Hillary:
this gives a powerful impression of virile strength and energy. For me, it also has a strong association with the uprightness and strength of trees – you can be infused with ‘great vigour’, I think, by trees.
I think 34 is becoming or creating a kind of hero.
makes me think that I would need a different physical attitude, able to impress people
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34.6 says you need not try to tackle whatever you think the issue is here head on. Infact trying to resolve this only gets you stuck....You need to take a side view, out of the corner of your eyes, relax find other ways around things....but don't push for a resolution. If you can do this I think things resolve themselves and you may be more carried with your destiny (hex 1).
take it easy, don' try to get things by determination.....
Find a more flexible or open mind set about everything (by simply dfirst ceasing to struggle)and then things can flow well.
don't bring your ambitions into your personal friendships too much...perhaps they make you seem too driven in a certain direction. Afterall friendship is for the sake of friendship.
Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).