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"what do i need to change to find & keep friends?"
12.4>20
Having a higher purpose.
Without fault,
but it is a category separate from happiness.
The previous answer has already confirmed you are following a purpose, it's called your life, with all the difficulties it entails. It's right there with you now, it's not some far away dream. 51.2 speaks of loss and sadness and tells you not to mind it since whatever you have lost will be returned. So I think this answer is specifically addressing the sadness you feel. It is important to remember however much you feel you're 'doing your life wrong' there is purpose in it. That purpose may be emotional, staying well, negotiating relationships, it's all purpose."dear yi, what path can i follow to find a higher purpose outside my own ego?"
51.2>54
and finally
"what can I do to stop hating myself?"
19.5.6 >61
It's almost like you need to be with yourself, to be alone in order not to feel isolated. That may not make sense. Hmmm You have a number of lines and it looks like in 61.2 yes you can make good connections, in fact you may have connections on a spiritual level that can help you. Other people however throw you around a but too much emotionally, you may lose equilibrium in line 3 and so in line 4 you need to go your own way."how do I deal with feeling isolated?"
61.2.3.4>13
maybe about finding a group or someone close to share how i'm feeling?
Clarity,
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London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
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