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With 5 and 55 Yi could be answering to your worries and fears rather than the actual outcomes of either choice. With 29 and 47 as relating hexes, it does seem your psychological state might be being addressed. For me 29 comes up around repeated fears and 47 when being held back in some way to deepen my 'roots'Hi all,
I've been playing with the idea of moving back across the country to be closer to my family of origin, who I miss a lot. At the same time where I am (over 10 years now) I have more connections and work although nothing rooted or nothing I've fully committed to (still in a house share, work freelance, not in a serious relationship although might be moving towards one). I feel this conflict inside me around this issue which crops up every so often and it seems to underscore many things in my life and makes me very emotional when I think of actively deciding to commit to living far away from them, and making that choice especially as I am very close to my parents who are getting on in age now and my brother who is having a family who I would like to be close to.
I did ask Yi a few things and haven't found it helpful!
First:
Please advise around these feelings of wanting to be closer to my family?
(I meant physically not emotionally)
5.1.3 > 29
Not sure how to interpret this... like if you spend time waiting you'll be sad/be in a difficult and dark place? Or something about not being able to move forward??
And then:
Please advise about moving back to X (city) some day?
55.1.2.3.5 > 47
Confined?? I would feel confined there despite all the abundance??
What I guess I need to know is what to do with these feelings and worries and fears now. So maybe I'm asking the wrong questions, it's like I want to know that it'll all be ok, that I won't have deep regrets or make a mess of the important things in my life because I've just been floating along or something. Like I don't have to move now, but in 4 years time? Will I have left it too late? I don't know how one figures these things out - probably see a counsellor!
But if you have any insights I'd appreciate them
xx
Thanks so much, that's heartening to hear and I'm sure you're right. Will do as you suggest and ask about what do I need to know about my desire for...With 5 and 55 Yi could be answering to your worries and fears rather than the actual outcomes of either choice. With 29 and 47 as relating hexes, it does seem your psychological state might be being addressed. For me 29 comes up around repeated fears and 47 when being held back in some way to deepen my 'roots'
55 has a quality of overabundance of something, and lack of clarity.
Sometimes in these states of mind the best question to ask can be "what do I need to know about my desire for _____" or just asking Yi directly what they want you to know. Hilary has a thread on this somewhere, let me find!
I am in a similar muck of fears worries and attempts to decide where to commit and move, wish you all the luck in finding needed clarity! A counselor sounds like a wonderful idea to begin untangling.
Tricky indeed! And thank you.Thanks so much, that's heartening to hear and I'm sure you're right. Will do as you suggest and ask about what do I need to know about my desire for...
When you say asking Yi what they want me to know, do you mean, like Yi, what do I need to know about...the desire to be physically closer to my family? That kind of thing?
Thank you and also good luck to you with the same dilemmas, tricky tricky always this life aint it
Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).