14.2.4 --> 22 Ready to switch directions, or make lemonade out of lemons

[vida]

i have a tendency to babble, so i'm going to attempt brevity by just bullet-pointing my situation.

• assumed my relationship was stable, enrolled in my masters program
• decided to stay working till mate got job (i depleted my savings to put him through nursing school)
• boyfriend needs space out of nowhere and moves out so i am working full time, schooling full time, and now single parenting, all of which were not in the original plan
• my work decides that they will not "allow school schedules" anymore
• boyfriend and i officially break up, and completing my masters just went from horribly difficult to virtually impossible

i need to figure out a way continue with my dreams despite all the setbacks. ideally, i need to quit my job so i can fully devote to school. my job is intense and absorbs a lot of energy and time. realistically i cannot single-parent, continue working there, and remain in this program. something has to go, and it needs to be work.

i asked, "how can i help myself get into a position to be able to leave *work* without issues?"

i got 14.2.4 -->22.

I read the entire memorizing thread and am now more confused than i was initially. at first i was thinking 14 was stating the obvious, that i needed to secure my possessions before going further. 14.2 seemed to state that I need a strong support network to carry this out. 14.4 i thought to refer to the fact that all my classmates (only 9 of us were accepted into this program) have the luxury of being young, childless, living with parents, and jobless except for me. i was at a loss for interpreting 22. (*edit unless 22 referred to the profession my masters would lead to, which is completely different than the profession i am in now.)

After reading the memorizing thread, i began to get the impression that i need to identify my true resources, so that i might better use them to my benefit. over all, i felt the response was too vague for me to get an idea of how to really do this without depending on everyone.... you know, to just be able to do this on my own...

please, please help. i'd greatly appreciate it. i'm ready to get on with my life.

 

[rosada]

The Science of Getting Rich

22. has to do with visions and dreams.

google "The Science of Getting Rich."
Just reading it will start reorganizing your thinking. If there is any truth to the idea that what you think about determines your reality, this book will get your thinking going in ways that will fill your reality with 14. Possession in Great Measure.
It may seem rather bland reading, especially at first as these are ideas we are all vaguely familiar with. However, think of it as a tool for self-hypnosis. Just read it without resistance and let the thoughts sink in - and manifest.
-rosada