20.1 to 42. Looking for something different

[lysithea]

Hi everyone,
I did a casting this morning because I am feeling rather unhappy with my work situation. I honestly love my job but lately it's not really "giving" anything back to me, I've had some issues (unrecognized efforts, feeling a bit taken for granted which, if you saw my post regarding a friend recently you know I am very sensitive about) and I am rather stressed out.
I asked the Yi: What if I look someplace else?
I got 20.1 to 42
I interpret it as a sort of "no" answer, because there are things yet to be unfold that will provide me good things. the way I see it, the Yi is telling me not to be shallow in my way of seeing things and that I should not act until I am fully aware of what is to come.
But then again since I really love what I do and actually don't "want" to leave, I'm afraid I'm being subjective in my reading.
Any thoughts? :bag:

 

[ginnie]

Maybe there is another way to deal with feeling being taken for granted that doesn't involve leaving a job you really love. Some different way of speaking up for yourself, perhaps? It could involve learning a new communications skill . . .

 

[lysithea]

You are probably right Ginnie. It always happens to me that when something happens that makes me feel that way I plan in my head how I will approach either a boss, coworker, friend or lover and speak up, say what I feel or whatever the situation requires. I sometimes do, I am no shrinking violet, but when the situation doesn't come up -i.e. my boss asking me to meet him- I tend to let it pass. Maybe the casting is telling me to grow a pair.

 

[goddessliss]

Hi lysiethea - I believe it's suggesting to look at things from a Higher perspective, remove the ego but follow your own truth and others will eventually recognise you.
Maybe as ginnie suggests, find another way to communicate with them what's happening for you. If you're stressed and feeling sensitive about this then that's what will come across. - Liss