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I would take it more specifically, as dispersing the "heavy" parts of yourself. Wikiwing says:Got 59.1.3[/B], not sure what the result hex is...
I keep getting 59.3?
What do I need to dissolve exactly? My own ego?
Naturally you leave behind the heavier parts of yourself. Maybe that’s your identification with beliefs or achievements. Certainly it's nothing to regret.
Experience: The person dropped his defenses, trusting he could reveal more of his true self.
Perhaps an opportunity to lose a false self and discover a deeper identity?
thank you Tiger!
Not only it's hard for me to decipher what I ching is saying, it is also impossible for me to actually implement the advice, even though it makes sense....
There is no I without suffering, I think....
I was ignoring it most of my life pretending it's not there, but now I can't ignore it anymore...
I am not telling you to pretend that the pain and suffering are not there...I am telling you to form your identity elsewhere, in the present moment.thank you Tiger!
Not only it's hard for me to decipher what I ching is saying, it is also impossible for me to actually implement the advice, even though it makes sense....
There is no I without suffering, I think....
I was ignoring it most of my life pretending it's not there, but now I can't ignore it anymore...
Trojan,
thanks a lot for your interpretation!
It's also very relevant! As I haven't been working for the past 2 years, so there is debt,
obviously.
I ching seems to give me a very practical advice here, go back to work, basically!
As Tiger suggested, I'm working on dropping my defenses as well!
Also I had the idea of doing my own business, it's raw, and I'm all over the place
with it, but this reading seems to propose the idea of employment with the company, not a self-employment, right?
I'd love to volunteer, but I can't afford it
I think she was just putting it off. You have to make an appointment for a specific time and keep it! Let those thoughts have full rein during that time and put the breaks on them at other times.It like Scarlett O'Hara's "I'll think about it tomorrow"?
Can't help you with that, there is a scary old man in my mirror who keeps looking out at me...I just ignore him!The problem though that I also have intrusive thoughts about the present, things that bother me literally 24/7 - fear about my aging looks, face, hair, body,to the point that I'm afraid of the mirrors, can't even put make up,
fear of ending up alone or worse marrying out of desperation...
Why nobody volunteeres to help me for a change? People just expect or demand things of me...Here i go with my whining again... Sorry!
I also asked "what is the best use of time that I have now - as I'm not working,
not doing much"
Got 59.1.3, not sure what the result hex is...
I keep getting 59.3?
What do I need to dissolve exactly? My own ego?
COuld anyone please shed some light on this?
Thanks a lot for this clarifiction Trojan!
Funily, today I noticed a girl I haven't talked to for a year at least in my messenger.
She told me she can't find a job, partly 'cause she lacks certain skill, that I happen to have. So I volunteered to give her and couple other people a free course in it.
Mind you since the onset of my depression I haven't been working at all, so, on one hand it feels like a right think to do as I always offer help when I can to people (not a good thing!!!!sometimes, ran into several problems and swore to myself to never ever offer help when not asked), on the other hand I'm in debt, I have to look for a job, or a sugar daddy bit instead I'm voluntering to help people I barely know. That must be my life path 9 talking (see numerology) I hate this costly quality of mine - this weird need to help....right now I NEED HELP!!!!!!!! It seems so unfair that now when I went thru dismissal at work ( with the scandal), break up and betrayal, health/looks problems, I need to volunteer...
Why nobody volunteeres to help me for a change? People just expect or demand things of me...Here i go with my whining again... Sorry!
Clarity,
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