Clarity,
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Hello everyone,
I seem to be in a time of 40 with a lot of different things beginning to shift in my life. I feel excited by the changes and to some degree am experiencing the opposite of a spiritual crisis, but still I find it hard to push doubt and fear completely over the cliff. 90% of me believes the changes coming my way are good ones, if not Heaven blessed; 10% of me thinks that that 90% is full of poo.
Today I asked, because this is how it feels, "What is being spooned onto my plate?"
The answer: 1 Unchanging.
Later I asked, because I wanted more info, "Where is 1 (Hex 1/ The One) leading?"
The answer: 29.4>47.
I read the thread on 29.4, but as always there seem to be several takes. My immediate reaction led me to think of X, a man I love but am currently not in touch with. When I tried to think about what 29.4 meant, I saw this image of X handing me something through my window. I know, however, that emotions/wants have a funny way of messing with the mind, and so on second thought I came to the conclusion that the line meant I should ask God to help me prosper during this period of change without asking/telling God what changes to make. In relation to what I read in the thread, this would make sense because I would in essence be acting without attaching strings.
Thanks for your wisdom.
"Is a fulfilled wish hard to believe?"
Yes, because the wish has yet to be fulfilled. The feeling, the movement of Hex 1 provides a sense that perhaps it is going to be. Is that hard to believe? You betchya, because the wish itself is about 35 years old!
I have more experience in life with Hex 2. I know that feeling well. If Hex 1 is seen as a rapidly moving dragon, then Hex 2 is in my estimation like being a wall in the maze where the dragon moves. The wall completely trusts the dragon not to run into it, which is really something, but it's also about all the wall can do.
The last time I felt what I associate with Hex 1 was a very long time ago. I don't know how to understand it, but I'm trying to get comfortable with the feeling. I want to know how to make the most of it, but am truthfully unsure. It is about action, but whose? The action of God, the action of me, or both? Having something handed to you through a window sounds like all you have to do is keep the window open to receive it, but how is that different from Hex 2?
When I asked where Hex 1 is taking me, I meant in the sense that I have changes coming at me in various aspects of my life, but am not sure which area of life is really going to be effected on a grand, Hex 1 scale. For instance, my car is having trouble so I might need to replace it, and that is a big deal for me, but certainly not on a spiritual level. I wanted the answer to refer to love so my fear is that I saw the answer in the light I wanted to see it rather than what is true.
This morning, after reading your response, I asked the Yi which specific area of my life would be most effected by Hex 1? The answer I got was 53.1.4>13.
Do you know what it's like to want something all your life and put all sorts of work into it and then, one day, to finally see it manifest?
"Often times the object of our earthly interest is mentally and emotionally attached to our inner world, whereas a significant real life figure takes on a symbolic or mythical inner role."
When you say "the object of our earthly interest" do you mean a superficial attraction? Versus then a "significant real life figure" as in someone you truly connect with?
Can you clarify? I think this is key to my situation.
Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).