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38 1,2,6 > 16 what i need to know?

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Hi!!

As i told you, my ex boyfriend is coming back after the holidays that we were supossed to have togheter .... and i'm still without a job, money and with the same troubles as before... I'm a bit afraid of losing my mind or react in a bad way to his presence.... i realised that still dreaming that he is coming back to me!

so i asked to IC what i need to reflect and to know to have a good aproach to our relation? the answer is 38 1,2,6 >16

so..i need to not run after lost horses, if they want they will be back; something tlike if you want someone, let it free (..fck! i 'd like to put him a chain to my bed, but i could get arrested...grgrgrgrggr) This line makes me also think about bad feelings as jealousy, fear, desire of control and so on, all feelings and ways of reaction that darkened our relationship ( to fail is a way to learn! :brickwall: ) and it will be better if i keep them low

2nd line ,"meet the master in a narrow street" is saying to me that i have to confront the situation, there is no way to scape, even if i 'd like, but the result will be better.

top line saying that i'm paranoid and no trusting anyone... yep...it can be true.... too many times he was playing yo-yo with me, and too many times i let him play yo- yo with the knowledge that i was to destroy my dignity. but looks that is just me who is afraid for nothing , aya! :duh:

16hex. the Enthusiasm...is it saying just to join the rithm of the existence and joy with it?

By the way, i asked what should i wait from him to our love relation?

I had 8 3, 4 > 31 ... so,
does he thinks that i'm a bad person and is better not get intimate with me? I can understand it because i 'm having similar feeling with him, result of the pain that both suffer together :bag:

but the 4th line is saying the opposite, and i guess that is true that we loved each other, but was so complicated stay together! but is talking to meet others, and actually is the thing he is doing: travel and meeting other people....

hex 31 is talking about influence.... he was the one to finish, the one who is cooling , so i should let me influence for his way of being??


thanks for your time

:bows::bows::bows:
 
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first thing he does when he arrives ...call me!!


why?!?!?!
 

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