47.5 to 40. does she love me ?

[chuby007]

sorry for asking twice in a row, normally I can understand things quite well but this time ( maybe some language barrier ) is not letting me understand well.

My partner of 11 years left me, but I know in my heart and everything she loves me still , we have loved eachother for the last 20 years, since she was 14 basically... now she is 34 she left me but we have been apart sometimes for months but we always get back now I know it will happen again but I'm anxious and would like to know... tyvm

 

[Trojina]

So this is also connected to this thread

Is it worth to pursue this relationship any more ? 37.3.4.5.6 to 51.

My wife basically broke up with me, a few days after started a relationship with someone else, she acted completely crazy and I have a big suspicion she is having a mania attack... I'm desperate and I can't understand the oracle I would like to know something anything to set my mind at ease just...

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47.5

'Nose cut, feet cut.
Oppressed by the crimson sashes.
Then moving slowly brings release.
Fruitful to use offerings and oblations.' (Hilary, wiki)


The idea is these crimson sashes are appointed figures of authority but they don't actually hold the kind of power you need to take into the core of your being. See the other thread where you cast 37, you do hold authority here, you are more important than any passerby it just may seem as if you don't have authority, that someone else has power, either her or her new lover. Don't give these threats more authority respect or importance than they are worth.

I think you may have to make an appearance of respect with 47.5 just like you have to obey all kinds of minor officials in every day life but keep them where they belong in your own head. Don't attach more importance to this new situation than it is worth. I get the sense from this cast, what you've said and the other cast she may be the one asking to come back to you though I don't know of course. Meantime keep your dignity and your own authority.

 

[chuby007]

Yes we think she is very confused either by a maniac debut or by the guy that is with her that they call the Sorcerer, everyone we know and sees the situation agrees on something this is something that will go soon and she will get ahold of herself and come back for help, so it seems I just have to gain strength for what will come next and wait ... It seems Yi has told me that a few times now