48.2,3 = 44.1,2?

[dragona]

Hello, I am drifting for far too long with this, so literally asked for what my stand should be regarding this broken connection in a very cruel, abrupt way. I had no closure. Circumstances helped to make me a slave to this situation in my mind - I would have done it differently in different times.
First I asked: How should I look at the whole story between me and ? Hex 48.2,3<8
There was intent of an union. The potential is still there. First there was some serious mishaps, now the well(s) repaired, but no one cares to drink from it again. Too bad.
The End.
That cast seemed like IC was describing my own view on things, so I asked again:
What is the right attitude I should take towards this story? Hex 44.1,2<13 This got me , especially line 2 - there are fish in there but not for the guests. What that really means?
And then 53.2<57
A validation and a dialogue in the future?
I really need some guidance if anyone wants to be harsh with me here, go ahead.:bag:

 

[goddessliss]

First I asked: How should I look at the whole story between me and ? Hex 48.2,3<8
There was intent of an union. The potential is still there. First there was some serious mishaps, now the well(s) repaired, but no one cares to drink from it again. Too bad.
The End.

Don't dwell on it but feel the goodness it brought you and what changes you made within - Return to the 'well'ness by looking to the Sage - reconnect with self.
That cast seemed like IC was describing my own view on things, so I asked again:
What is the right attitude I should take towards this story? Hex 44.1,2<13 This got me , especially line 2 - there are fish in there but not for the guests. What that really means?

If you are feeling in a 'bad/dark space' about it don't dwell there but don't resist it just let the process happen.

And then 53.2<57

Gradual progress will help penetrate the situation.A validation and a dialogue in the future?
I really need some guidance if anyone wants to be harsh with me here, go ahead.:bag:

Too much time to think??? - Liss

 

[dragona]

Too much time to think??? - Liss -unfortunatelly...
But it did not bring any "goodness" just gradual falling for someone so diferent and yet very alike...and that needed more time and more patience and coolness..just made me realise how messed up and weak I am.
If I leave my mind to run its course, I will end up feeling resentment and bitterness and that would be my failure as a person.
I need to understand it in a way it will make sense to me, or I will go nuts. I can usualy create my own opinions, asking an oracle is alarming enough.

 

[goddessliss]

Too much time to think??? - Liss -unfortunatelly...
But it did not bring any "goodness" just gradual falling for someone so diferent and yet very alike...and that needed more time and more patience and coolness..just made me realise how messed up and weak I am.
If I leave my mind to run its course, I will end up feeling resentment and bitterness and that would be my failure as a person.
I need to understand it in a way it will make sense to me, or I will go nuts. I can usualy create my own opinions, asking an oracle is alarming enough.

But it did bring goodness - if you believe you are messed up and weak here is the chance to change that......

Why do you need to understand - acceptance is a better option - work on self that is the answer my friend - I know we all hate it but it's the truth....

 

[dragona]

I have mixed feelings, that same temper thing I once advised and was grateful but then no one returned the favour...it is just not making sense. Something is missing.

 

[dragona]

Just to add this very interesting thread on hex 44, lines 2 and 4
http://www.onlineclarity.co.uk/friends/showthread.php?t=464
and the understanding that emerged about the situation, viewed in retrograde, as Rosada put it "too much, too soon" kind of an attraction that is hard to keep in check and the lean pig made of low negative stuff, went loose and then went wild.
Bradford wrote (within the thread there) that 2nd line warns from too generous offerings making...oops then:bag: Wish I was a robot or superfluent in IC.
:bows:

 

[precision grace]

Hello, I am drifting for far too long with this, so literally asked for what my stand should be regarding this broken connection in a very cruel, abrupt way. I had no closure. Circumstances helped to make me a slave to this situation in my mind - I would have done it differently in different times.
First I asked: How should I look at the whole story between me and ? Hex 48.2,3<8
There was intent of an union. The potential is still there. First there was some serious mishaps, now the well(s) repaired, but no one cares to drink from it again. Too bad.
The End.

One of you had nothing to offer (48.2) - maybe him? and one of you was ready (48.3) to be 'drank from' but noone was interested. Sounds to me like a one sided attraction.

That cast seemed like IC was describing my own view on things, so I asked again:
What is the right attitude I should take towards this story? Hex 44.1,2<13 This got me , especially line 2 - there are fish in there but not for the guests.

44.1.2 > 13 There was attraction but this wasn't the right person or perhaps right time?. 13 - The noble young one according to kind and family distinguishes between beings.

What that really means?
And then 53.2<57
A validation and a dialogue in the future?
I really need some guidance if anyone wants to be harsh with me here, go ahead.:bag:

53.2 Decorum > Adaptation I think it means you won't keep going after what's not meant for you just because it's there (don't eat the whole box of choccies just because you can) and will gradually adapt to not thinking about this guy?

I hope this helps. You Can break the spell. You just have to (really) want to. That's all.

 

[dragona]

Thanks for the reply.
I like to think the time was off and our problems asked for more devotion then we could spare-at each time. I am left to feel as it is my fault-that it came to this fallout and I can`t bare the fact that if one feels so, should feel regret and give a chance for clarification after cooling down.
The reading on my action was auspicious, so I ventured, for reaction to it I got 24.5<3, but then gotten 9 unchanged and I needed a stand, a help to prepare myself for what is to come.
I know that things would need to sink in, (if looked into) and the written reply if immediate would need a week to come (about now.)
For asking Do I move on or keep the faith for some sort of reply I gotten 35.5<12 which I understood as "there is nothing wrong with what you have tried here, now leave it alone, don`t think about it"
and for How will this situation turn out for us hex 16.3<62 which I did not fully understand...looking for too much here will bring dissapointment, it is a time to move on? Timing is stressed upon here, but I have done what I could and it feels now that I will get no reply.
Don`t understand why the initial cast was so auspicious (14.3,5,6<58)
I feel like an idiot for not being able to put my feelings on the shelf like a plant I nurtured and now just out of the window with it.