Clarity,
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Specifically with regard to J it would seem that receiving a copy of that vitriolic email has positioned him directly in front of a situation forcing him to confront it (21). When seen in this context he is faced with yet another ordeal related to his past that he has to find a way to best 'bite through', for him. He is faced with the dilemma again of establishing what is right and what is harmful for him.I'm wondering if his words will again have an impact on my relationship with them.
What impact will his email have on my relationship with J
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Both lines suggest to me that his email may have damaged the relationship with J.
J has found is own 'space' to be in and has requested he be left alone to sort himself out.
Yep. The only things we can control are all related directly to us and none to how others choose to act, speak or think.Thanks my_key. Yes totally unacceptable but unfortunately out of my control.
Perhaps you might be able to view his email as addressing with you matters that maybe even he is unaware of in the best / only way that he can. Any deep life wounding(s) whisks away any semblance of emotional intelligence and the only reactive options that remain open to anyone without a developed and robust emotional intelligence are fight, flight, freeze or fawn (flop). These each give a chance for survival in different ways.Something that was meant to help towards understanding the breakdown of our family dynamics of the past has again been thwarted by the oldest child.
I asked in my original email if there's anything they'd like to address with me, that I'm unaware of please let me know. J responded in an emotionally intelligent way saying any issues he has are on him.
Oldest (who is nearly 38) just attacked.
Comfort zones are nourishing by their nature and also rarely healthy, in the long term. When in them we constantly walk on the edge of stagnation or worse. Safe and unhealthy is better than unsafe and unhealthy. It might be worth considering which your eldest son resides in. Safe underpins and is a natural spring board from which to take the plunge into murky uncomfortable ways that move you beyond your unhealthy comfort zone in a direction towards a more healthy comfort zone.Perhaps though it's a good thing and may help J bite through a few things. Yes you're right, he's sitting in a comfort zone he's been nourishing himself on for a few years now. An unhealthy one, although I never saw it that way until reading what you've said.
Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).