57>4

[ontheroad]

I've been asked to do another housesit in this house for the Winter months and then again for this time next year.
There's been a few not so great anomalies and I've oscillated a few times about whether I want to return.
I absolutely love the area though, and there's been a number of opportunities being here.

Is it worthwhile for me to return to this house to housesit in the Winter months
57.3.5>4

Line 3 is my oscillation I think

Line 5 it's worth following through with this Winter sit at least

Hex 4 - potentially the ignorance of their friend whose been a pain in the a***

 

[thisismybody]

Subtly Penetrating your Not Knowing.

I don’t think we can always know ahead of time the right or best choice for us. For some reason, certain choices stay shrouded in darkness for us. I think on why this is pretty often. Maybe it’s because there is no right answer here. Or that this is a heavier choice than we realize, as far as choice points go, and we have to choose for ourselves which road we will take. One thing is for certain, this choice will catalyze you in one direction or another.

Some winds penetrate our lives deeply and we are changed by circumstances more than we realize at the time.

57 says to me your time housesitting has influenced your “seal” or destiny more than you know.

57.3 - maybe being repeated subtle penetration by living in the house invites regret. Could mean your time is up or that it’s better that it is left behind.

57.5 - you and your time before the experience of housesitting and after. After could imply moving on…

4 - because, as the fool (like in the tarot), you’ve experienced the lessons and catalyst that you were meant to from your current experience.

4 also makes me want to ask, what did you not know going into this experience? How has your not knowing been penetrated?

And what has penetrated or influenced your consciousness during your experience?

 

[ontheroad]

Thankyou thisismybody....you're so right!!

There's couple of things I didn't know going into this sit.
Those things have had quite an impact on learning more about myself, mainly the way my PTSD affects me and definitely penetrated into my being and became a catalyst for change in a positive way.
I feel it's time to move on in more ways than one and, if that means moving on from these clients altogether, that works for me.

 

[thisismybody]

Sounds like a big win in the learning department.

 

[Herny Zahir]

I read it differently, line three is the past and you will stay there probably another season, better income, watching young bulls (4) Or maybe not. What is it you wanna do?

 

[ontheroad]

I read it differently, line three is the past and you will stay there probably another season, better income, watching young bulls (4) Or maybe not. What is it you wanna do?

Still undecided if I want to come back.
A creative writer or Educator or both....

 

[ontheroad]

line three is the past and you will stay there probably another season, better income, watching young bulls (4)

Seeing Line 3 as in the past makes sense also - this is the first time for years that I feel different in a positive way. That the past isn't causing so much encumberment - hard to explain.
I guess Hex 4 could be the animals.