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kestrelw1ngs
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- Joined
- Apr 4, 2021
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Hello again!
this time its not some intense life choice but an ongoing Sherlock Holmes dance with Yi about the nature of a strongly felt friendship/connection.
I am reading forums and teasing out associations between these three lines as they have all come up repeatedly around a person I'll call Y.
we both enjoy one another's company, have similar mental struggles and came together in a very fated sort of way after going through a painful romantic loss.
We have both admitted experiencing powerful emotions around the other but also activation of inner wounds and there is a lot of hesitation.
This person when I first met them brought up 19 several times in readings.
I am more interested in understanding the energetic filaments that I sense connects these recent casts, for future reading than anything. Because this feels like a karmic pattern.
The connection will simply be what it is
but whatever Yi is communicating feels significant.
59.2>20
Rushing to what supports (asked the ever silly "what does Y felt towards me" but also received this once when I was preoccupied with my own problems and Y was having emotional distress over thinking I was seriously in love with someone else. The instant I got the line even though it was for a totally unrelated situation I felt I had to message Y. we talked openly and salvaged the connection)
2.5>8 (asked if I would regret "making a move)
Being ordinary, yellow undergarments
25.4>42 (Is sharing my feelings advisable?)
Remaining unentangled and natural, no blame...maybe to be honest, or perhaps to stay out of this territory
These ones stand out.
But in case of any insight into the nature of this relationship....Yi answered earlier
58.3.5 to 34 for another "what would come of telling my feelings?" (As you can see, I keep asking and avoiding doing so even though we have shared before and agreed to be friends...the intensity of the desire has grown for me, but also a fear of it. It is hard to know whether this is an impulse to be followed or an endangerment to a good spiritual friendship )
Our connection is mostly over ancestry work, crafts, mental health healing and spiritual philosophy including Taoism. We openly discuss our thought processes and so far have been able to communicate well when one or the other hurts. There is clearly much affection.
However I feel a different sort of attachment and want to spend time in a more intimate way, express affection more strongly. Maybe it is not right or possible at this time, or they cannot give the desired intimacy?
58.3 suggests whatever good thing I'm craving is not here...
Some connections are simple and light and don't ever occasion a reading, but this one has all sorts of energies going on. We have certainly already helped one another to heal with insight. BUT I suspect the caution is warranted.
All of this divination might be
extraneous had I not had a rather dark fascinating dream about them and their family.
. A similar predictive dream was given to me about a previous ex & her family where the emotional harm of that relationship that ensued was played out metaphorically before it happened. And I do wish I had listened to the warning. I have predictive dreams occasionally.
So I don't feel able to talk to them about this dream, or my feelings but want to sit back and hex 20, look at everything more clearly...
Spiritual development of some sort.
this time its not some intense life choice but an ongoing Sherlock Holmes dance with Yi about the nature of a strongly felt friendship/connection.
I am reading forums and teasing out associations between these three lines as they have all come up repeatedly around a person I'll call Y.
we both enjoy one another's company, have similar mental struggles and came together in a very fated sort of way after going through a painful romantic loss.
We have both admitted experiencing powerful emotions around the other but also activation of inner wounds and there is a lot of hesitation.
This person when I first met them brought up 19 several times in readings.
I am more interested in understanding the energetic filaments that I sense connects these recent casts, for future reading than anything. Because this feels like a karmic pattern.
The connection will simply be what it is
but whatever Yi is communicating feels significant.59.2>20
Rushing to what supports (asked the ever silly "what does Y felt towards me" but also received this once when I was preoccupied with my own problems and Y was having emotional distress over thinking I was seriously in love with someone else. The instant I got the line even though it was for a totally unrelated situation I felt I had to message Y. we talked openly and salvaged the connection)
2.5>8 (asked if I would regret "making a move)
Being ordinary, yellow undergarments
25.4>42 (Is sharing my feelings advisable?)
Remaining unentangled and natural, no blame...maybe to be honest, or perhaps to stay out of this territory
These ones stand out.
But in case of any insight into the nature of this relationship....Yi answered earlier
58.3.5 to 34 for another "what would come of telling my feelings?" (As you can see, I keep asking and avoiding doing so even though we have shared before and agreed to be friends...the intensity of the desire has grown for me, but also a fear of it. It is hard to know whether this is an impulse to be followed or an endangerment to a good spiritual friendship )
Our connection is mostly over ancestry work, crafts, mental health healing and spiritual philosophy including Taoism. We openly discuss our thought processes and so far have been able to communicate well when one or the other hurts. There is clearly much affection.
However I feel a different sort of attachment and want to spend time in a more intimate way, express affection more strongly. Maybe it is not right or possible at this time, or they cannot give the desired intimacy?
58.3 suggests whatever good thing I'm craving is not here...
Some connections are simple and light and don't ever occasion a reading, but this one has all sorts of energies going on. We have certainly already helped one another to heal with insight. BUT I suspect the caution is warranted.
All of this divination might be
extraneous had I not had a rather dark fascinating dream about them and their family.
. A similar predictive dream was given to me about a previous ex & her family where the emotional harm of that relationship that ensued was played out metaphorically before it happened. And I do wish I had listened to the warning. I have predictive dreams occasionally.
So I don't feel able to talk to them about this dream, or my feelings but want to sit back and hex 20, look at everything more clearly...
Spiritual development of some sort.
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