Being visible

[Lodestar]

How did I perform?
62.4 to 15
Small exceeding to integrity


How was the performance perceived?
16.3.4.6 to 52
Enthusiasm to stilling

I cast iching because I took a chance, instead of holding back like I normally would..
I am very shy
I'm wondering would I have been better to stay in the background on this occasion?

 

[pocossin]

How did I perform?
62.4 > 15

You did well, so don't worry about it as the line suggests.

Hatcher:
4
Make no mistakes
Do not be beyond greeting others in passing
Difficult progress demands heedfulness
Do not rely on unrelenting persistence

 

[ginnie]

There is something about 62.4 that makes some progress but does not go all the way to completion. Indeed, the text advises against going any further with your plans. Do not persevere.

 

[Lodestar]

Thank you for your replies!

I guess I'm just trying to get a picture of whether I made right choice performing as and when I did, it can damage opportunities if you perform badly, but then of course there are no opportunities if you don't perform at all! And you only build ability by doing.. It's an ongoing dilemma..

So much of the world of performing arts is about 'putting yourself forward' which is contrary to my nature and causes me a great deal of pain, but there is simply no other way!? I often wonder should I just give up and then another part of me knows this is my healing.. To become visible..

How can I deal with this dilemma between what is required to develop artistically, and my fear, in a peaceful authentic way?

8 unchanging