Clarity,
Office 17622,
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London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
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I like everyone I meet, I don't pick up on toxic people , I don't have that filter.
So then I asked
What is most important I understand about my denials? And got 16 unchanging
If a man goes on quietly and perseveringly working at the removal of resistances, success comes in the end. The obstructions give way and all occasion for remorse arising from excessive use of power disappears.
Such a man's power does not show externally, yet it can move heavy loads, like a big cart whose real strength lies in its axle. The less that power is applied outwardly, the greater its effect.
Remember your garden! Life can be big and interesting or full of duties, but happiness dwells in a small and limited place, a secret garden. There the tree of life is growing. Never stay out of there too long.
The tree of life grows only in the magic circle, the symbol of one-ness, and that is your garden. It is the only place where it can grow. The power of life comes from that tree.
Prisons exist too, but they are not inside, they are outside the garden. You can be a prisoner of opinions, fears, guilt or duties. As soon as you enter the gate of your garden, you are no prisoner anymore, all is locked out.
34.4 does sound pretty good, and I guess it is referring to inner strength, not a show of strength, but inner resilience which nobody sees or notices that wears down resistance over time
The 47 for boundaries makes perfect sense. The most effective way of dealing with NPD's is to draw up clear and firm boundaries. This has never existed between us, and now I feel extreme resistance from him on it from time to time, because he is noticing i am gaining my ground back and he doesn't like that, because that means he is losing ground.
I think that the reason why I attracted so much hardship is because I am obviously denying them in myself.
I deserve to be respected, but obviously something in my sub-conscious is not agreeing with me,
Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).