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Dreams and the Yi

cal val

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Hi there...

Yup... I've been dreaming again. But the dreams lately have been quite different. There have been three rather odd ones since the beginning of June. Two in the first week of June, and then one this morning. All three have awaken me... too early.

My feeling is that they're not coming from within me... they have nothing to do with my thought processes, my feelings or my life... they have the 'stranger feeling' feel to them. They just don't fit, and I suspect they're 'sent'... but NOT by the men in grey. The men in grey are not involved in these dreams... they wouldn't be... this really is not their style at all. The first two dreams were words shouted at me that woke me... about three days apart. The first one was an invitation to a pity party. I ignored it. The second one was a phrase of sorts I posted here in this forum the morning after I posted it.

This morning's dream was someone telling me "He's suspicious... and this is how you allay his suspicions" and then showing me on paper... by blacking out sections. This definitely was not my subconcious speaking. I don't care (on any level) if anyone else is suspicious. Anyone else's suspciousness is not my problem... it's his. And I have no intentions of 'allaying' anything that I don't own.

Furthermore, if anyone is suspicious of me, he hasn't been paying attention and has let his imagination run amock. I don't know many people more wysiwyg... more direct (honest to a fault as my therapist called it)... more open than I am.

And even furthermore, I really don't have a lot of time for suspicious types. Thank God I don't have any in my life now. I have better things to do with my time than indulge others in their melodramas. That's not to say I can't or don't have compassion for suspicious types. I do. Suspicion is a negative state of mine and must keep the misery quotient high in one who would indulge in it. That doesn't mean I have to devout a minute of my time to them though.

So... I threw the coins about the dream (because it felt so 'sent' and therefor so... 'weasle'-ly... 'grey-hamster'-ish) and the feelings I had about it on waking... the feelings I just articulated above, and the Yi answered with 15.6. I grabbed Freeman's book as I am wont to do these days, and his interpretation of 15.6 reads:

<blockquote>Your correctness and mettle are proven. The moment for stealth is passing. Move on to a larger, more overt undertaking.</blockquote>
YAHA! Three cheers for OVERT. We like OVERT. Thank you Freeman.

I want these dreams to stop. Any clues how to make that happen? I don't want to know from nothing about a suspicious person who slinks around watching. I'm done! Now my dad would scold me for using 'done' in this context. "It's a passive verb," he'd say. "Have you been in the oven? Meat is done when it's cooked. But a person is active. A person finishes." but... 'I'm done' is the relationship catch phrase of 2005... and... I'm done! Really done. I've been done for a very long time now.

Thanks.

Love,

Val
 

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