Clarity,
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- Joined
- Jul 29, 2010
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Dear All
A short bit of background to explain the situation - and I'm sharing this purely as an A-ha! experience, although if someone wants to comment then please do. For the last 2 + years I have been very much in love with a woman and we have conducted a long-distance relationship, seeing each other as often as possible. However, she has a lot of baggage and there is some considerable healing needs to be done which culminated in her "stopping" the relationship at Christmas.
I say "stopping" because we have subsequently been in touch and it is more of a pause than an ending. Now, with this scenario in front of my nose I have decided to a) wait for her and b) get out of my usual surroundings and go and work a long way away for 3 - 6 months.
This all may sound a bit positive - the truth is that I am devastated by losing my best friend and lover but I know that this is what is best for her, so I'm willing to try it.
After a run of very direct, simple answers to questions from the Yi, I couldn't help but ask the following, very poorly formulated question: "P and me?" - and even before I began to click the button, I said to myself "Just as long as it's not Dispersing"
- and what do I get?? 59.3 > 57!!
Is this celestial irony? Or is it the truth....Dispersion/Expansion...progress and success, go on a long journey (wow, that fits!)..as I see it, go far away, think of something else and see what develops.
Willowfox made an interesting comment in an earlier thread which may well apply here: "Line 59.3 says think of her and what she wants before thinking about what you want and never stop doing that."
Anyway, just wanted to share - if anyone of you is sitting out there and thinking no no no, she adores you and you'll be together again by summer, please feel free to say so. The honest truth is that I have, in my sorrow, asked way too many times recently.
Although the last one "Are we soulmates?" yielded 37 unchanging - which sounds like a yes to me.
All the best
Michael
A short bit of background to explain the situation - and I'm sharing this purely as an A-ha! experience, although if someone wants to comment then please do. For the last 2 + years I have been very much in love with a woman and we have conducted a long-distance relationship, seeing each other as often as possible. However, she has a lot of baggage and there is some considerable healing needs to be done which culminated in her "stopping" the relationship at Christmas.
I say "stopping" because we have subsequently been in touch and it is more of a pause than an ending. Now, with this scenario in front of my nose I have decided to a) wait for her and b) get out of my usual surroundings and go and work a long way away for 3 - 6 months.
This all may sound a bit positive - the truth is that I am devastated by losing my best friend and lover but I know that this is what is best for her, so I'm willing to try it.
After a run of very direct, simple answers to questions from the Yi, I couldn't help but ask the following, very poorly formulated question: "P and me?" - and even before I began to click the button, I said to myself "Just as long as it's not Dispersing"
- and what do I get?? 59.3 > 57!!
Is this celestial irony? Or is it the truth....Dispersion/Expansion...progress and success, go on a long journey (wow, that fits!)..as I see it, go far away, think of something else and see what develops.
Willowfox made an interesting comment in an earlier thread which may well apply here: "Line 59.3 says think of her and what she wants before thinking about what you want and never stop doing that."
Anyway, just wanted to share - if anyone of you is sitting out there and thinking no no no, she adores you and you'll be together again by summer, please feel free to say so. The honest truth is that I have, in my sorrow, asked way too many times recently.
Although the last one "Are we soulmates?" yielded 37 unchanging - which sounds like a yes to me.
All the best
Michael