Hexagram 1

[gregjrob]

I want to add one more thing...

The night after we touched...I had a vivid dream of watching an amorphous pink force...a butterfly or flame dancing before me in a field of absolute black. The form was luminescent and undulating...dancing as if it was taking flight and landing.

I was irresistibly drawn to it...and as I started to it it drew me in and enveloped me. I then has the sensation if moving through it as if it were a giant pink nebular...surrounding me with a galaxy of stars.

And I felt...blissful.

 

[anemos]

powerful... like your readings ... and your readings.

I have no words... You kept saying "I/we touched " and i had that image of a sculptor's hand trying to see what the "clay" has inside .

thank you for sharing
:bows:

 

[sooo]

Again pink makes her appearance.

I'll toss this out just fwiw. This entire occurrence may be your inner working, inner processing of your own psyche. It seemed too obvious to say she is your anima projection before, but the likeliness can't be denied, confirmed through your dream, this amorphous pink force.

Jung proposes that the people we meet outside are people who, in one way or other, live inside us as well. We think the other person is changing, but more than likely we are changing, and so we see that other person differently than before.

 

[gregjrob]

Interesting...initial contact and dream was five months ago...and the connection continues to deepen. Hard to touch anime...yet, I can assure you, the connection is quite real. That said, the transformative power you alluded to cannot be easily dismissed. Physically I've lost 65 pounds and 10 years off my appearance according to friends and family. I am in the best physical condition I've been in for twenty years. Moreover, colleagues have described me as significantly more approachable, engaging and open-minded. My female friends have described my as exuding appeal.

There can be no denying the changes...they are readily apparent.

 

[sooo]

Maybe you feel as though you are now worth more due to your re-sculpting, and with a more active and attractive anima, you've become more approachable. Interesting.

But what of the literal other woman who gave the red box to you to fill? She is real, and she won't always fulfill your perfect anima role, though she sure seems to have lit your fire. Can, or should you place her in your magic box? Should she put you in hers? Neither of you can live up to one another's anima/animus forever.

 

[gregjrob]

Perhaps you are right. Trying to contain the forces as if in a box would likely prove combustible...however gathering energies together...our spirits or anima could result in something more. After all, all acts of creation require an act of destruction. The seed pod must die before becoming a sprout...and then a tree. Perhaps in the collusion of egos, a syntheses of the two is created.

 

[anemos]

maybe the transformation had already started when you bought the pink sapphire. You said it's "unheated...completely natural" . The seed , like the 1.1 dragon, for sometime remains out of sight.

 

[gregjrob]

I believe you are correct. I bought it at the apex of my prior marriage and refused to concede it as part of the financial arrangement preceding divorce agreement. It was the one thing I wouldn't relent. It was the crystallizing moment when it became clear that reconciliation was not possible.

 

[gregjrob]

By the way, I asked what level of confidence I should have in the positive outcome of these postings and recieved hex 34 unchanging.

 

[gregjrob]

34.2 to 55

Asked want the pink sapphire represents in keeping with these postings and I received hex 34 line to changing to 55. I take this as a sign of great encouragement.

 

[anemos]

34.2 to 55

Asked want the pink sapphire represents in keeping with these postings and I received hex 34 line to changing to 55. I take this as a sign of great encouragement.

Assuming your inner power. Echoes also the words about equilibrium, 1.6 etc. Interesting reading.

Best wishes for a safe flight

 

[sooo]

34.2 to 55

Asked want the pink sapphire represents in keeping with these postings and I received hex 34 line to changing to 55. I take this as a sign of great encouragement.

I'm still interested about what this woman, the real one, is going through. 34 can be all about me, which we sometimes need. But there's another person involved. Is she as secretive in real life as she is in dreams?

 

[blue_angel]

Well, I will say this... I can relate. Your description of electricity when meeting her for the first time and every time after. I had that with the one I am with now. I thought I was nuts. Maybe I am. I felt that way every time for two years. We had to move apart for a while due to work but again when we came back, it was the same. Amazing. Its still there, just not as strong. Now it is more about maintaining, trying to maintain the progress we have made and our connection. And... I have said "I want all of you" to him. I've never felt that way before. The connection is surreal. We can finish each others sentences. He'll say something, I'm thinking. But over time the curtain is raised. There's issues or lessons or problems with any relationship at one time or another I guess. Can't always be skipping through heaven. Just enjoy it when you do, I think.

Good luck,

Blue_Angel

P.S. I'm not touching your last readings or questions. But I am interested to find out how it all turns out for you. Have you ever shared the feeling of electricity story with her, what was her response?

 

[gregjrob]

I share everything with her...completely open. The feelings of electricity are mutual...from the beginning. An often unspoken acknowledgment. The energy shared between us is infectious...others have characterized it as "intoxicating", "liberating", "refreshing", "stimulating", etc...but always through very vicarious descriptors.

Of course, you are indeed correct about the ebbs and flows all relationships must necessarily experience...but why not start with this experience as a foundation. I'd rather work to maintain a dynamic that energizes rather than depletes.

 

[blue_angel]

Yes... I'm still relating... best wishes to both of you then.

 

[gregjrob]

Sooo,

When I cast questions if our future together I most often get hex 50 and 35, more often than not, unchanging.

Greg-

 

[gregjrob]

Castings up until recently were often characterized by 49 and 51, also unchanging more often than not.
None if which surprise me in retrospect.

 

[sooo]

Greg, I sincerely wish you both the best with this development. h1 has so much energy and potential, it can be hard to pin point a 'right' or even a safe direction to go with it. But there seems, based on your descriptions, too many potentially good elements to not go with it, though I think rushing ahead may still cause regrets. One step and dream at a time; I imagine that 5 carrot rock's in no hurry to change hands.

 

[gregjrob]

I appreciate the feedback and well wishes. As with all things, time will tell.

 

[gregjrob]

​1.2 to 13

In the context of harnessing our creative energies, I asked what kind of marriage we would enjoy to which I received hex 1 line 2 becoming 13.

I then asked it to further define "what kind of marriage" to which I received hex 13 unchanging.

I interpreted the reading as validation that our relationship would be a productive, harmonious and lasting arrangement.

While I know that future predictions are at best potentials based on current trajectories, I thought these were favorable readings.

 

[ginnie]

Yet another hex 1!!! Hex 13 = lovers in the open.

 

[gregjrob]

For more clarification to the same question it added hex 32 unchanging which I understand as a lasting union that will withstand the test of time. Again encouraging!

 

[gregjrob]

1>2

The relationship has been as volatile as hex 1 promises...with some recent dips.
When asking about our future together I received hex 1 changing to 2. While not a predictor of the future I did feel this was a very meaningful validation about the important connection we share between one another. As always, I welcome feedback and encouragement.

Greg-

 

[ginnie]

Primal yang and primal yin. When all the lines in hex 1 are moving, it is said "a brood of headless dragons appears, good fortune." Why the dragons are headless or why headlessness results in good fortune, I cannot say. Yet there it is. And that was yet another hex 1.

 

[Trojina]

Primal yang and primal yin. When all the lines in hex 1 are moving, it is said "a brood of headless dragons appears, good fortune." Why the dragons are headless or why headlessness results in good fortune, I cannot say. Yet there it is. And that was yet another hex 1.

LOL when it says 'headless' it doesn't mean they all had their heads chopped off, it means they have no leader.


I too have often imagined a load of dragons flying along with just bloody stumps of necks...no heads.


I think it was Hilary who had to point out to me they weren't actually headless they just didn't have a leader, a head.

 

[ginnie]

 

[gregjrob]

1.2.4 to 37

I then asked for a "sign" that out relationship would thrive and endure and received hex 1 with lines 2 and 4 changing into 37. Because of line 2, I thought this was positive affirmation for the prior reading. Is my assessment accurate given hex 37 implications for family?

I know, I know , another hex 1.

Greg-

 

[gregjrob]

1.3.4.5.6 to 19

This morning I asked when the relationship would begin to genuinely thrive and received hex 1 changing into 19. As with most of the commentary, with ignoring all the changing lines I'm left with 19 as an affirmation that this culmination is nearing with all the cautions regarding the eighth month. Other past castings have fixed the time in winter. In any case, this all looks favorable. When I asked what kind of relationship this would be I received 50 unchanging which I guess sums all of the hex 1 readings up, huh?

Thanks for the insight everyone. I'll be sure to post updates.
Greg-

 

[ginnie]

R.L. Wing says about hex 50 unchanging: "Cosmic Order received without changing lines indicates that those with whom you are associated, as well as yourself, will attain success. ... The higher realms of group consciousness are being stimulated. Your entire milieu, whether it is religious, social, political, or familial, is developing in accord with the cosmos."

 

[gregjrob]

Ginnie,

Now that is an encouraging container within which to combine all of these creative forces.

Thank you for sharing!

Greg-