Hoping things would be different 61>23

[ontheroad]

I just can't seem to get away from BS - my life always seems to take a dramatic turn which ends up triggering my PTSD.

Over the Summer months I had a housesit in not so great an area and lots of personal things happened which I was not happy about but grateful for the learning for myself (actually after I left, there was a murder some 5kms away - not surprising).

So I travelled nearly 1500kms to another state. I took a break from housesitting for about 3 weeks and relatively speaking it was the most relaxed and enjoyable time I've had for a long time.

My present housesit and the owners of the place are absolutely lovely and as far as housesits go it's probably the best one I've had BUT I've had 3 incidences in the space of less than 2 weeks.

Within 3 days of being here I was stalked by a man at the beach, the beach wasn't deserted nor overly busy. I jumped in my car and drove to a different beach not that far away - he followed me there. It was scarey and unsettled me for a few days. The police were called but I don't know the outcome.
Then my bank account got potentially scammed, I say potentially because they tried but were unsuccessful but still it was another upset to deal with.
Yesterday I spoke to a man on the phone from online dating who sounded mature and there weren't the usual red flags that are easy to pick. We agreed to meet at the local winery later that afternoon.
I get there and before he even said hello he said, oh you're not as attractive as I thought you'd be, I'm not prepared to spend any time with you bye bye.... In itself yes, there are no words for what an absolute a****hole he is but for goodness sake all I wanted to do was go for a swim at the beach and I ended up with a stalker. Hopefully enjoy a pleasant Sunday afternoon with some company and a glass of wine......

The housesit is on an island which access is by road so it's not isolated as such but it's a bit of a drive to get off the island and although I love the housesit I would like to get out of here too......so disappointing. The island itself is extremely busy really because it's very commercialised as a tourist destination.

What is the value in my continuing the housesit until the end date as planned

61.1.2.5>23

Line 1 I'm not sure about
Line 2 and 5 seem to say I will connect with someone in a pleasant way.

 

[rosada]

I see 61.1 as a reference to your experience of anticipating a relaxing time where you could put your guard down and then your peace being disturbed by all the intruders. Maybe focus on line 61.2 so as to manifest a date with someone good.

 

[ontheroad]

Of course - thanks Rosada - you're right they're had to be a starting point!!

 

[my_key]

61 <> 23

The value in continuing the housesit until the end date as planned would be to allow your 'Innermost Sincerity' (61) to unfold during a time where you can work on what is rotten (23). It'll move you in the direction of having more solid foundations in place. Especially as Yi, in 61, advocates a softly softly approach to how you react to criminal cases and so accordingly to the postponing of executions.

61.1 - While you always look elsewhere your peace will never be found there.
61.2 - Prepare yourself to drink the wine. A new calling is on line.
61.5 - Even feeling as you do. Trust yourself to act anew. Things will fall in place for you.

.... or it might mean something different for you.

Good Luck

 

[ontheroad]

Thanks my_key....
The last incident was definitely a catalyst for me to do things differently, almost immediately!!

(I love a glass of wine but I'm guessing Line 2 isn't suggesting that's all I do all day )

 

[my_key]

Thanks my_key....
The last incident was definitely a catalyst for me to do things differently, almost immediately!!

(I love a glass of wine but I'm guessing Line 2 isn't suggesting that's all I do all day )

The invitation seems to be addressed to someone who is prepared to do the work first and then celebrate afterwards.

 

[ontheroad]

The invitation seems to be addressed to someone who is prepared to do the work first and then celebrate afterwards.

Perfect!! Always great to reward your self for putting in the steps required to change your life.
I've felt the need to do things differently for quite a while now so I'm grateful for the last man's awful behaviour to finally push myself into it - bad luck for him really because he has to live with himself after all!!