Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).
I did a channeling session during which I learnt ( or rather confirmed something I kinda knew). When I was 5 I lost my femininity and she told me also the left side of my body(not literaly, although may be there is some truth to it, i was operated in my left eye at 6) due to the wound my dad inadvertenly gave me. SInce then I live, act, think and behave like a man. Many people including my mom told me that while looking quite feminine I make en impresion that I'm tough and do not show my femininity. When I looked inside trying to find a woman in me I only found a girl of 5 years old who was crying because her dad was hurting her ( verbally!!!) After the channeling session and a message from my dad who passed away that he loves me ( and all this time I felt really unloved by him inspite of all the care he showed for me) next day during a regular massage session I disctinctly saw very bright light and this little 5 year girl in me went into it and told me she is going to dad who passed away. She died and since then I cannot stop crying as a part of me died. i was begging her to come back, but she would not. I feel like a part of me is already dead.
Hope all this does not sound really crazy, I'm quite a rational person otherwise, but I had this weird experince and now I just cannot stop crying becuase there is no girl left in me, only a man, executive looking man. How can I regain this lost part of me that is so dear to me, a part of me that is my core?
Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).