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Today I am sitting down to try and do some writing on a project whose deadline is coming up in a month. Of course, the second I try to be productive, my mind wanders over and frets about a relationship situation. So I turn to Yi…what's the best approach for me, given X's ambivalence (which I am trying to just let 'be' without forcing one way or another). I get 60.2.4.5 to 51. Oh! I think--at first glance--perhaps I had better just tell him this is no good, and give him a shake. So then I ask a question about telling him directly I want to set a particular boundary. I get 12, unchanging. Hmm. So then I ask about not doing anything, and I get 20.6 to 8. That seems to feel like what I've thought all along…I've just got to let this be, for now at least (and it's what other wise people who know us both have advised as well.)
So then I got back to the original, 60.2.4.5 and I think…what am I meant to articulate? "Articulate the crossings" keeps coming through my head (I have Karcher's book)…and then I start laughing. Ambivalence is kind of like 'crossings' isn't it? It's cross-purposes….maybe they need clear articulating? So I go back to Karcher's books, and re-read the changing lines…act now, be wise, be calm, articulate…and then his amplifications….say what needs to be said, make chapters, articulate ideas….and I realize that today I was literally supposed to write a new chapter for my project. Ha! Whatever else Yi is telling me, I suspect part of it is get back to work and don't delay!
So then I got back to the original, 60.2.4.5 and I think…what am I meant to articulate? "Articulate the crossings" keeps coming through my head (I have Karcher's book)…and then I start laughing. Ambivalence is kind of like 'crossings' isn't it? It's cross-purposes….maybe they need clear articulating? So I go back to Karcher's books, and re-read the changing lines…act now, be wise, be calm, articulate…and then his amplifications….say what needs to be said, make chapters, articulate ideas….and I realize that today I was literally supposed to write a new chapter for my project. Ha! Whatever else Yi is telling me, I suspect part of it is get back to work and don't delay!