Is there scope or is this person an alien of own creation?

[em ching]

A person remains heavily in my mind Maybe because no-one has filled the 'space' he left - or that he is archetypal... Anyway, was considering being honest with him about his importance to me and my wish to maintain a friendship, but he hasn't shown me much consideration at all, no concern, for months. I know I should block him out - but he released something in me.. but maybe that was his function in my life, and a continued relation isn't possible or good for either.. Timed out in other words.

Please help with these readings - which I will not share my thoughts on as I'd like a fresh take - short sharp shock - instant impressions.

1. What can you tell me about why it is he inspires my emotions and a flow of thoughts?
49.3 > 17

2. Is he emotionally involved with another? (and so gets nothing from my input/ friendship which would be long distance anyway)
37.4 > 9

3. Is the 'treasure' in the previous answer elsewhere? (or reflecting back at my potential input)
26.6 > 11

I have started a letter to him, maybe I should just keep it as my own literary exercise - perhaps the real him has no bearing on my projection of what he means to me...

4. Should I send it?
41.6 > 19

5. Is it necessary?
54.1 > 40

I really feel it's now or never to express my true feelings about my impression of this 'relationship' and how I would like to know once and for all whether it's legitimate or truly one-sided. I don't want this friendship to die - though it has been dying and maybe I should let it - because I want to continue talking with someone I have felt a connection with, who has inspired me in some ways and has made me feel less weird in some aspects of my ways... but perhaps I've just been too deep for him and he is not that kind of person.

:bows:

 

[em ching]

Despite the seemingly encouraging aspects of these answers to keep trying with him - I don't think I can bring myself to chase any more. It's become a habit where he's used to me caring about him... and I allow him to not show me a fraction of the same in return. It's just that talking to him, I could communicate in a different way, but maybe I don't need it, I just think I do.. and think it's important and mutually beneficial.. and a good thing to show this person that I care, because he has been pretty messed up, but maybe he's a lot more together and self sufficient than I give him credit for... strange the attachments I form...