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Learnings from 44 and today hex 35 to 64!

anita

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Hello Fellow Seekers of the Truth,

As you may have noticed I'm the one that began this whole thing with my question about 44 line 5. Well, my birthday has now come and gone and this is what that fortunate line meant:

My boyfriend wrote to me for my birthday but his mail server was down and he tried several times to send me the message. Meanwhile, I decided to call him anyway on my birthday at night and caught him just as he was leaving to meet his parents in Wuppertal! He was ecstatic and surprised to hear me and told me that he thinks of me all the time and would send the mail he'd written me. I did not whine or complain or ask when he's coming again. I know he's under great pressure with his studies and his work, besides the I Ching has told me often with hex 24 that he will come back soon. But of course, I too assured him of my love as did he.

Speaking to him was so wonderful-- it made my drive to the countryside to my favourite Rock that night even nicer. I lay on the warm road with my friends beneath the stars and giggled with them over silly things only people in their 20s can giggle about. (And sometimes like me, people in their 40s too!)

In his mail which I received today, he says that he believes it wasn't chance that I called him when I did. He said he was just finishing his mail to the temple at the time, to Itsukoji, my spiritual sister. He says he loves me as much for my inner beauty as for my outer, that he can never love anyone else and is completely faithful to me, and that he trusts that our future will be special because our love is so special.

I'd received 27 -- an open mouth that said consider your words carefully when I'd asked if he'd wish me for my birthday and taken it to symbolise a phonecall conversation---- as well as the advice that I should use the right words to express myself. And so I'd called.

This morning I asked if I'd get mail from him --and received hex 35 line 2 changing to 64. I wasn't sure whether it was a yes or no, but it did speak of sorrowful advance (he is very sad that he cannot be with me especially on my birthday) yet it also spoke of blessings from a woman. This is a bit cryptic to me. Who is tis woman? Is it me with my inner beauty which he says he can't find anywhere else -- or is it the Divine Mother's blessings? 64 I take to mean that the mail was about to reach me.

What are your thoughts about this?

44 here also I think meant that I made the move to call him.


Best for your Quest

Anita
 

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Anita-

You go girl! I am happy to hear things are looking and feeling better for you after all those previous posts about you worrying so much. Good to hear things are looking brighter, and as well goes to show what the yi tells you all along, that worry does nothing but hinder you on your path.

Namaste - Brian
 

anita

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Hi Brian,

Thanks so much for your kind thoughts. Yeah, I'm being patient like the Yi tells me to be. I'm very secure in his feelings for me ...only I think a lot about the future and want the days to pass by real fast so we can meet again as I know we will.

Best for your Quest

Anita
 

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