New job, new beginning 44.3.5 to 64

[Inga226]

Hi,

I’m new here and would be really grateful for having your point of view on my reading.

My life background: I’ve just started a new job that I like but I am not sure if I can be successful in that company although would really like to. It’s bit unclear to me what are the expectations towards me and I can meet these.
The other aspect is my private life - I am single and I have been manifesting a man in my life for a bit of time. There is no on the horizon at least that I am aware of.

the question I have asked: what should I know about my nearest future?

Answer: 44.3.5 to 64

really don’t understand the answer thus need your help please

 

[Trojina]

It looks like it's a fairly hard time with lots of work (44.3). In a sense you have taken on tasks that are way bigger than you are. In 44 you are pulled out of your comfort zone and I imagine you don't really feel as if you are in the right place at all (64). 44.5 looks like there is a bonus ahead of you in work perhaps but it's not necessarily something that suits you.

I think you will need to examine whether this feels like the right place for you? There certainly looks like hardship here you are feeling now. The way forward might be to look at it all in a more experimental light (38 yin pattern) because the way things are now, feeling pretty hard, aren't the way they always will be and if this job is too much think about branching off at some point into something where you feel far more 'at home'. You could easily get 'burned out'(44.3) with this job so if you keep your perspective very open knowing there's lots of developments you can make from this position (64) you might feel better about it all. This isn't the 'final story' you are still making he story and you may choose a different more individual path in future (38 yin change pattern)


Note. One doesn't need to use change patterns at all, especially as a newbie , but I like to consider them. This is what they are