Should I apply for scholarship? 31.1.6>13

[heartsunite]

My interpretation is that I feel I am a good candidate (31), but I always have grand plans and many ideas whilst getting cold feet (line 1) and this opportunity involves radical change (eg change of location, work situation, away from family). I’m not sure my restless mind could manage. I was not intending to go down this path at this time, but the opportunity ugh presents itself. Spur of the moment decisions are not unusual for me. Line 6 seems to say, “apply”! But I am known to talk the talk but not necessarily walk to walk (yet).

 

[marybluesky]

Hello,

I can't say you should apply or not, however 31.1.6>13 sounds to me like this is likely to remain and idea, a hint, something you talk about. At the end of the day you prefer to stay with your own clan (13).

 

[heartsunite]

As a follow up I wanted to add that I applied and was well received, however I declined as moving was a requirement and not feasible + I had also promised an older relative that I would look after him as he reached end of life.

Mary was right. This whole endeavour was mainly to prove to myself that there was potential and possibility, but an actionable plan was never really in the works.