This is a lovely thread.

[Mira72]

This is a lovely thread:
https://www.onlineclarity.co.uk/friends/showthread.php?4155-27-6:

But my brain is going into freeze when I contemplate this in the light of the question that I had asked.

"what is the shadow (that I seem to running away from)'

I am running away from the 'origin' of nourishment...

Why would I do such a thing?

49.1

'Bound with yellow rawhide.'

because i don't like to be 'bound' even if by yellow raw hide? which is a very sacred way of being bonded...

what is the origin of nourishment?

9 unchanging. hmmm...

should i post this elsewhere?

 

[moss elk]

"what is the shadow (that I seem to running away from)'

From being the one who provides the nourishment.

Why would I do such a thing?
49.1

Because you are not exactly ready for this big change?

 

[Mira72]

From being the one who provides the nourishment.


Because you are not exactly ready for this big change?

Thanks moss elk.

It is apt that you left out the third question/cast...for the actual question that was lingering within was

'why would i 'run' from being bound?' (for the whole process started with 'running away from shadow' - elucidate)

For the yi, to me answered to my lingering suspicion of all things that seek to 'bind'...and i think the answer in that context, 9....small taming sort of speaks to.

I have had a history of the 'small' trying to 'tame' me...by 'binding'. (the 'difficult relationship' thread might contextualise).

I asked,

How do I face the shadow?

8.5

By letting it come to me....by pursuing it carefully in an open-ended, open minded way...

I think in my life, I am being stumped, for I *am* being prevented from 'being a source of nourishment'...not because I don't want to...no, I love nourishing and nurturing others...but I find myself, always being 'evicted' from that very position/place of being able to be of loving service... (the 'difficult relationship' might serve as background for this problem)...

So any further insight into actualising the 27.6 potential would be truely lovely.

Thank you all.