true intentions

[precision grace]

I was thinking about all this business of what x feels and what will x do next, or what are x's expectations etc and it occurred to me that, if I had been having an actual conversation with the x, I may still not have learned the truth, because, who ever speaks the truth anyway and even when we want to, most of the time we are unable, because we lie to ourselves so habitually and so thoroughly.

So I asked about True Intentions. The ones underneath all the rationalisations and convenient half-truths, you know?

I got 27.1.6 > 2

It doesn't look good, does it? It looks like someone who just wants to sit there and be fed. What do you think?

 

[fallada]

"Leaving it up to fate will provide me with what I need"

... half lazy half complying wisely. I think this quite a common approach, neither good nor bad, just very normal for people who do not trust in their initial decisions and visions. Since they do not believe in their "impact-power" (Wirkmächtigkeit) on their life, they'd rather deal with the consequences of some unchosen development ("Let's see what happens ...") than to take responsibility for s.t. they have actively brought about themselves.

 

[precision grace]

"Leaving it up to fate will provide me with what I need"

... half lazy half complying wisely. I think this quite a common approach, neither good nor bad, just very normal for people who do not trust in their initial decisions and visions. Since they do not believe in their "impact-power" (Wirkmächtigkeit) on their life, they'd rather deal with the consequences of some unchosen development ("Let's see what happens ...") than to take responsibility for s.t. they have actively brought about themselves.

That is a beautiful précis of this person's whole attitude towards life.

It actually makes even more sense now that the cast for my own true intentions towards this person was 5.1.3.5>7. Waiting for them to get their s..t together..which seems to be turning into a bit of a Godot project..

 

[fallada]

... Godot project ... lol.
When needing a decision and commitment meets laissez-faire there may come a time when you feel anger instead of love, because it can start to feel like being undermined or attacked by passive agression.
Take good care of yourself!
fallada