university and personal development

[misha9]

dear community,

I have finished my first year at university with success, (BA Social Work and Immigration) but lately have started to ask myself if this is the adequate way to support my personal development and manifest balance.

I asked the Yi how my life will develop if


I stop studying 12.3.4 to 53
blocked -> gradual progress

I stay at university 53.5.6 to 15
gradual progress -> integrity


After contemplation, I interpret like this:


Quitting my studies: 12->53
Yi shows me with 12 that right now there is no flow of creativity, maybe being misplaced and to be honest that’s exactly how I feel.
12.3 shame, I can’t put that in context, either it would be a shame to stop now (after all the previous efforts) or if I feel ashamed for studying at all (I have huge issues with the academic system in general)
Leading to 53 , I feel like quitting university is a gradual process and, step by step, new things and directions occur.



Staying at university: 53->15
53 is a slow but constant process, a humbling experience and does not feel like a regret.
53.5 feels like an inevitable and unstoppable progress, things come to its place if I keep on
53.6 I get a mysterious feeling from that, something spiritual ?
53 to 15 (integrity) , or humbleness, I feel like the gradual progress, going step by step, it brings me a humble and balance energy.


In my opinion, both described ways should be considered. depending on the perspective from which I look at my current situation, I can either stop or continue, both decisions lead to a (not bad) development.

It’s a quite accurate answer, but I was hoping for more guidance if one of the ways are more favorable.

if someone wants to share his/her opinion on this, I will be grateful.

pleasant Qi to you, have a nice day.

 

[Trojina]

I read this quite clearly - and immediately- as it is much better for you to stay at university.

Quitting my studies: 12->53
Yi shows me with 12 that right now there is no flow of creativity, maybe being misplaced and to be honest that’s exactly how I feel.
12.3 shame, I can’t put that in context, either it would be a shame to stop now (after all the previous efforts) or if I feel ashamed for studying at all (I have huge issues with the academic system in general)
Leading to 53 , I feel like quitting university is a gradual process and, step by step, new things and directions occur.

First you have 53 in both answers and 53 is slow gradual development along established routes following usual procedure in things. It's a contract, like a marriage, like a degree. So I think the 53 is the contract of this time at university that ultimately takes you where you want to go because it can (53.5.6>15) That is indeed what it is there for (15)

Now 12 is the less fun time in the flow of things and that's what you're experiencing but Yi is pointing to how in line 3 there may be shame in making how good or bad this feels at this time your guide for action.

'Enwrapping and containing shame.'

This line could also be highlighting what's really underlying your dissatisfaction is a kind of hidden shame about something, perhaps a sense of inadequacy?

Line 4 highlights happiness is not always the measure of whether one is on the right path - there are higher things than happiness

'There is a mandate, not a mistake.
Work with clarity, fulfilment.'

It reads to me like Yi is saying 'You think you're in the wrong place, you think you don't belong there but you are in fact in the right place - stay with it.

It's not a good idea to quit your studies.

Staying at university: 53->15
53 is a slow but constant process, a humbling experience and does not feel like a regret.
53.5 feels like an inevitable and unstoppable progress, things come to its place if I keep on
53.6 I get a mysterious feeling from that, something spiritual ?
53 to 15 (integrity) , or humbleness, I feel like the gradual progress, going step by step, it brings me a humble and balance energy.

53 is a vehicle here, a gradual progress to placing you ultimately (53.5.6) where you want to be in life. It's a pragmatic route (15) it is sure to deliver you to your destination (53.5.6). So why would you not take that route in favour of leaving.


And looking at the change patterns in the first 12 reading they are 62/61 so the tension in the question hinges on kind of making it alone in a big world/your own reality - just gives me the feel that if you left university you'd be making your life harder in the long run. The change patterns don't say that in themselves it's just in the context of this reading it gives me that sense. I think you make a stronger base for your life and what you want to do in the 53.5.6>15 cast, it's more useful even if it seems slower.

 

[rosada]

I see 12.3.4- 53 as referring to your feeling you aren’t getting anymore out of the collage experience and the consideration of leaving and moving upwards on your own. It looks to me as if this is doable but it looks like the more difficult way to reach your goals.
53.5.6-15 for continuing with your studies looks like the better path. Perhaps because when you have the credentials you will be more able to situate yourself in a position where your ideas can be effective, like the right job for you requires an advanced degree. However the fact that you have not responded to my interpretation with so much as a thank you click leads me to believe you should not try to keep up with other collage students as you still need to learn basic good manners.