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Hallo all,
i am a new member to this community, but i have been reading the threads for years so far, since i strated to be interested in the i ching, and i find it so helpful.
I decided then to share my experience.
Three years ago i decided to move to a new city, foreign country, so i quitted my job and friends i had where i was living at that time,( another foreign country).
Since then nothing, and i mean nothing went in the direction i hoped to and after almost 3 years i wonder why. i am unemployed since, i sent many cv, but i always found negative feedbacks, only door closed, like i was in the wrong place and time. never happened before, im in my 40´s so it is not easy to find a job as it was before i know, but i have several years experience, even though to make career was not my aim. I only wanted a small job to pay the rent and bill and have my own world togeter but so far i am still without a stable life. I was stressed , confused and depressed. i went back to my country after a while, with all my stuff, but again, i felt always this strong opposition: hardness in achieving even small things, like to raw against a wild stream. all my stuff is packed in a store in my native country and at December last year i am back to this awful place where i moved 2 years ago, trying to give it another chance. in all this time i have enquired iching and the answer was like ´nothing will work as it worked in the past´and i had to change perspective. many times i received hexagram 61 inner truth. i started to send application to other cities in the same country and i received the first good feedback.
i felt better, i could see light because i had interviews and at the time i am writing now i was selected for further steps in the hiring process. what happened next? last week i fell from bike and i injured my elbow, maybe i will need a surgery and this means i have to give up the selections. i was so upset so i have asked iching what life is telling me: 22.5.
i might have a hunch about the meaning. maybe iching is telling me to pursue a career that is closer to my personality or natural skills. something with art or spiritual beliefs? but i still do not feel this connection and i dont believe i have natural skills for art.
i also asked what is the lesson of this accident: 54.3.4.
So i want to share this thoughts and see if i am correct or not, or if you have other valuable insight.
thanks for reading :bows:
i am a new member to this community, but i have been reading the threads for years so far, since i strated to be interested in the i ching, and i find it so helpful.
I decided then to share my experience.
Three years ago i decided to move to a new city, foreign country, so i quitted my job and friends i had where i was living at that time,( another foreign country).
Since then nothing, and i mean nothing went in the direction i hoped to and after almost 3 years i wonder why. i am unemployed since, i sent many cv, but i always found negative feedbacks, only door closed, like i was in the wrong place and time. never happened before, im in my 40´s so it is not easy to find a job as it was before i know, but i have several years experience, even though to make career was not my aim. I only wanted a small job to pay the rent and bill and have my own world togeter but so far i am still without a stable life. I was stressed , confused and depressed. i went back to my country after a while, with all my stuff, but again, i felt always this strong opposition: hardness in achieving even small things, like to raw against a wild stream. all my stuff is packed in a store in my native country and at December last year i am back to this awful place where i moved 2 years ago, trying to give it another chance. in all this time i have enquired iching and the answer was like ´nothing will work as it worked in the past´and i had to change perspective. many times i received hexagram 61 inner truth. i started to send application to other cities in the same country and i received the first good feedback.
i felt better, i could see light because i had interviews and at the time i am writing now i was selected for further steps in the hiring process. what happened next? last week i fell from bike and i injured my elbow, maybe i will need a surgery and this means i have to give up the selections. i was so upset so i have asked iching what life is telling me: 22.5.
i might have a hunch about the meaning. maybe iching is telling me to pursue a career that is closer to my personality or natural skills. something with art or spiritual beliefs? but i still do not feel this connection and i dont believe i have natural skills for art.
i also asked what is the lesson of this accident: 54.3.4.
So i want to share this thoughts and see if i am correct or not, or if you have other valuable insight.
thanks for reading :bows: