Why do I have troubles to stay put in my own my thinking in front of others? 53.2.3.6 to 29

[Albatross]

I wander why I am always afraid to say what I really think. I have this discomfort when I want to confront someone. So I ask Yi this question: Why do I have troubles to stay put in my own thinking in front of others?

53.2.3.6 to 29

Feelings and thoughts

The three changed lines of hexagram 53 are the stages of my life. At first, I was in the cliff in "peace and concord" (53.2). 52.3 show me the new step in my life. I want to put myself on fight with others. I want to pose my knowledge aggressively. I want to prove that I am right in the way I think about everything. The people can people see what I see. Why? Because I am not clear; I am not take the time to write my thinking: “The woman carries a child but does not bring it forth”. I do not have given birth. Although I do not believe in magical ways of the reality. I hope that people think like me without offering them a construction of my way of thinking. I have nothing to be ashamed. If my way of thinking is built in sincere (29) (intellectual honesty?). I can no longer feel safe, the building of thought does not offer shelter to my inquiry (“The man goes forth and does not return”). Patience will lead to 53.6. There is NO need to rush things. In the future I will rise the “clouds heights”.​