55.4 to 36 (2x)

[nettyc1]

Hello, received 55.4> 36 twice in a day.
Please advise if my interpertation is correct. How do I avoid the danger while remaining involved for the time being. Situation old about a boy, I was in search of wanting clarity and direction with where this situation is going and made my self very vulnerable emotionally.
We have a wonderful time when we're together talking, joking, cooking and intimacy is wonderful. It is on and off for three years and he doesn't want a serious relationship looking for mature adult relation which to me appears to be a new name to friend with benefit. I know I'm am worth more than this since I want an honest monogamist relationship but I can't seen to let go. The energy level between us is intense. I believe 55 indicated the situation wasn't mean to endure but it is and attempting to control another tail spin by flowing and seeing what happens. The unknown is a very complex thing for me to grasp. Thank you!

Q1: Where do I go from here?" and Yi's answer, 55.4 to 36.
Not sure if this is to be read as My wound is hiding my abundance or My abundance is covering my wound.
Q2 Why is abundance hidden?- same response 55.4>36
Now sure what is happen here.

55. decision to partake material nourishment, joining forces to maintain success.
line 4. an unexpected solution! which of us is the hidden lord?
36 accept thing for what they are as there is danger around me.
Q3. don't recall question: 5.1>48 Waiting for the well of facts and information.
Q4 How do I avoid the danger while remaining involved for the time being. 15.6 to 52 We trying to keep the peace or we are eating seeking to find stability in this situation or to still my modesty and look for love elsewhere! Simply confused!

 

[diamanda]

Where do I go from here?
Why is abundance hidden?
55.4 > 36
A secret meeting, in the dark, which hurts.
I believe this refers to the fact that he doesn't want a proper relationship with you, and also to the fact that he's also having abundant other, equally 'secret', meetings with other women.

How do I avoid the danger while remaining involved for the time being
15.6 > 52
Not sure what you mean here. You can't avoid this danger, because you can't force him to become monogamous. 15.6 > 52 shows that even if you fight for what you want, things will not change.

 

[nettyc1]

Thank you for your time and response. I'm not trying to change him and have told him to find what he needs elsewhere but keep falling into this repeated cycle with him I can't seem to break. Thank you again, I guess I need to find the strength to move on to a better place for me. Todays readings....
I guess what did I do now? 36.4>55 He/I will stop when we gets tired of this hunger game we are playing with each other.
how will the universe guiding me today?" and Yi's answer, 38.1.4.5 to 59. Disburse the misunderstanding which I can't seem to do, leaving me stuck to analyze the situation.
what enlightenment am I getting from this on and off thing with s?" and Yi's answer, 36.3 to 24. Return to myself by darkening my light for him or him for me.